P for Papercut.

It had been a great day for me, especially today, 14/12 because today it was an exercise day for me ^^ In the morning i went for soccer, then in the afternoon i went for badminton somemore. I should say that Its a fully scheduled day with sports activities, and somemore when i got back I was totally wasted T.T# tired, keep sweating, and steaming of course^^. But then the next day I had some activities to follow with. Hmm...kinda busy day for me T.T

Then It had been the another day. Today I suppose to say that I was kinda noob, because I was feeling strangely, like Im not feeling my real myself. And moreover, i was so speechless compared to normal days and I couldnt even talk about some topics to last longer. I was totally feel dissapointed and felt so dumb about myself >.<# Hmm..maybe my old sickness back again or maybe I lost the ability to communicate with others, or even maybe long time being with same surroundings and it had been a harassment to me. OR even maybe i felt a little critism on myself. Hmm... I dont really like something, its a harassment to me sometimes, and made me felt uncomfortable sometimes...

Ah...damn it, i hate to put myself in certain circumstance that circumscribed myself. Felt like want to escape from it, but hope it can turn into better way...hope so, Im really hope so ^^

Oh my my...its been a long time i didnt visit my own blog, and also didnt blog for a month. But now Im feeling I got lots of stuffs to be shared with. A month passed so fast that I didnt notice it had been December now. In November it was a nice month as I sat for exam, and now I got the result. What surprise me was I did well in certain subjects and also did badly in other subjects. >.<# And next year I hope and a fun year of studying will be.

PC Fair again held in PISA, and again caught consumers' attention and got a huge crowd just in 3 days time. Everytime it is crowded and so do I, joining to crowd. This time, I prefer to buy myself a nice woofer, in the midyear of 06 I've aimed some nice-affordable-great woofer. But kinda bad I planned to purchase it in the end of year since that there will be another fair in that moment. So the time has come and I bought myself a Philips MS430 2.1 woofer. And of course it costs me around 200+ bucks, with some goodies keke. And Im totally falling in love with it, and so I brought home with my sweet one. ^^ And preparing to give a try on its "powerful" bass and the sound quality. And it shows a good result to me, since its also a new speaker to me. But then I tried several times in different place especially in my room and I tried several ways adjusting the satelite and the amplifier. Once I adjusted the correct position, I knew I had bought a "moster" home. What shocked me was - the bass that really shakes the whole world. Even you could feel the vibration of the floor and also the thingys around you. AND... I just tuned 1/2 of the bass configuration. And volume only 3/4... Hmm...really shocks me...

But anyway, hope it will be a nice holiday for me then wish you all also can be as happy as i am now. But in fact I felt so empty for the pass few weeks ago. But now Im ok, but still need to "fix" myself to be a better myself... OK just for now chao~ ^^~

Well...time management had been important to me lately, since I have to manage my time very well in order to study well, but consquences...im always avoiding from what i've planned. Im always postponed something from a day to another, I know im running out of time but it is a hard time for me to correct my laziness. But since that I must correct it, and it is a must... like just for today, I just played online game for a whole day, did nothing but just wasting lots of time in surfing the net and also listening to songs. I just didnt have the motivation much to continue my revision. Seems that I really have to descipline up myself to change my attitude.

6 days counted down from today to the date for examination, and what i know about myself is- im still at the base level and like im a constructor building a 60-story high building but Im just constructed the 1st or 2nd floor only...darn it...

So, i wont write so much as i have to bed early and starts to change my sux attitude, ok for now and good night, and good day for you^^

Today, i woke up early in the morning around 7am, after taking breakfast then go to my friend's house to return him some anime^^- Conan one hehe... So i rode motor there near Komtar there, and returned him the vcd. And after that I went home, but not a while I have to rush to library for a group study. 1030am- 2.00pm studied in an air conditioned room, surely stressed me out, because im so not used to the air condition surroundings. But after 3 hours study, I went home by car, but then something interesting happened. When i wanted to drive my car out from the lot, a car came in the opposite direction toward me, but nevermind, HE/SHE STILL MOVED FORWARD TO MY DIRECTION!! and showed no mercy to give me a way to pass it although his site got lots of spaces but my car was situated in a one-lane-small-road, so, seemed that I have no idea so I just could reverse my car until the very end of the road to let them pass. OMG...its totally hillarious when i was removin my car to backward, the opposite car still moved towards me like pushing me away, omg...

Then when i reached home, i was totally tired and I have to fetch my sis to tuition after being at home around an hour. But rained again, so I just could use car to fetch her. Then, after a journey to the destination, I was so so tired even could feel asleep while sitting. So i spent half and an hour to take a nap because later at 6pm i have to go out somemore to hang out with friends. A busy moement again for me, fetching friends and also going for dinner. Guess what, I went to Padang there, and there was no Lok Lok for us to take, lolz... so no idea we had to change avenue to Pulau Tikus there, so finally got Lok Lok there, and we spent almost 2 hours there, and also we had a great time there. 8 persons consumed around 80+sticks lolz...

So, the night was still young for us so we've decided to go to cyber cafe for games. LOLz...firstly we had CS, then o2jam, then Ricochet....what a nice game^^ I didnt expect that I would get the most kills in Ricochet MHUHAHA.... so after spending around 2 hours there, we went to take some dessert near our residential area, of course we had some great pics and laughter moments there^^. This gathering was special because 2 of my friends who went back for holiday from outstation join us for the dinner^^. Of course, we had a great time there and it was so fun since we didnt enjoy ourselves much since we graduated from secondary school. Many of my friends went to study in other states and sometimes cant manage to meet them so frequently.

So, a memorable moment was today^^ Fun and precious laughter moments^^ So, wish you all the best friends^^

Today its been a great day for me, espcially i could spend most of the time with my family^^, truely said that i seldom hanging out with my family, because im more likely to love home hehe. So this morning, we went to had breakfast near city there, we took koay teow th'ng. A nice meal since we took it last month...>.<# So later we went home and no longer later we headed on Prangin Mall, we went there because my dad wanted to buy something for himself. So we had Tom Yam there as lunch and we shopped for 3 hours i think. WOW, exhausted...and of course kinda fun also^^. So later we went home again to have home made meal of course ^^.

So, later they went out again, but this time I would stay at home doing my own stuff. So, its my world again, opening loud volume for my lovely songs and of course, enjoy myself^^. But something unfortunate happened- my pc was restarted ion a sudden. I was so shocked just now, because i didnt come across this error quite a long time. But nevermind as I thought it would be a problem to open BT for a long time. So i just leave it, but then, my wins XP was restarted twice the time, then i felt curious about it. Then... when i checked for the problem, it really became a problem indeed- it kept restarting again and again, and I felt it didnt work fine, so I spent most of the time back-up-ing my files and also songs and dramas. Spending much of the time doing those stuffs made my didnt have the dare to surf the net to avoid the wins from restarting, and caused me a lot of unconvinient. So....all went fine also hehe...all were back-up-ed already^^

So it seemed a pretty fine day for me ...so hows yours?? Hope you can have a great day...^0^

Today was a big day for me as today was a tuition-free day, and of course I went back to my sunday school, hm...a bit disappointed and also quite surprise. But after being there an hour, I had to go to Gurney Plaza for movie, World Trade Centre. It's totally tested my patient for a new movie because i could get the seats for the movie for free hehe. Then going for the movie, and who knows, IT WAS A GREAT ONE....so touching in the end, and i rather like the plot of the story. Then when we finished our movie, we had some acrade games with 3 of my friends, and we had a great time there , and it was the time we went for lunch, and while we're heading to take our vehicle, a heavy downpour came. T.T but we had to wait for the rain to stop, then as the downpour became smaller, then we headed to our destination, who knows it became heavier and heavier, but we had not chance but to get there as soon as possible.

So and so, we went to Penang road, the massive people-vehicle congestions almost caused us wont have the chance to look around but to pay more attention on the road. So we stoped our vehicle on the road side and started to find something to fill in our stomach. So finally we had our lunch at a nasi kandar stall, Kayu...HOLY SHIT>>> damn expensive than others....erm..im sure you got what i meant, its totally cut your throat into several pieces... ah....TxT aih... but nvm, at least i know the popular stall are mostly cut throat hehe... so after a meal, back to home...

it's a fun day and of course a tiring day for me, but it's been a long time that I didnt enjoy it that much, although it was quite money & time wasting, but at least i would have the chance hanging out with my friends...so what again??? hope you guys have a great day^^ and forever~~

btw~ i've downloaded much albums, and IM SO HAPPY ^&^

Today was Saturday and of course it was also a schooling day, but today i supposed feeling not willing to go to school, but going to school brought me something new. That was I found something special also^^...on what i got was a secret hehe. And then, today went for a hair cut, who knows, I think I had a nice hair cut and I received praisings from my sister and of course my mother^^. Hope it will be great after waxing it...then, just now i tried downloading some songs from the forum using Megaupload, in fact im not really like MU because it was sorta annoying and it requires you to install its toolbar to enable you to download file from their server. So, all the way i didnt download it, but just now I could download it, WOOT...so surprisingly, and the download rate was fast^^, so today I managed to download some great albums that i've waited for a long time...oh gosh...this was so greatz...as I enjoyed listening songs much than ever... So dont you agree that?? As well as surfing for forum is good also, as it is a great sourceful place for everything. So, i was having a great day, and of course the next day i will be going for a great movie, so called "WTC", so...just as usual also, have a nice day^^

First thing first... YEAZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I never such delightful before since undergoing almost a week depression, I dont know the main cause but Im alright now, because I have found something precious to me last time and also now. I found a forum Z-D forum^^ a totally a community for jpop, kpop, and cpop lovers to know more about the album releases and also the only that make ease for the members to download the songs. I worked so hard finding my beloved jpops, and finally I found one of them,ahh...i felt so relief now. The forum was down in the past February i think due to excess web storage bandiwidth and cause the forum had to pay lots for the huge bandiwidth, but now i think it's reopen again...wao!! that's so so so cool again. Finally can download great songs easily again^^

And something else, today i went to buy a racket for myself, although all rackets seems expensive, but the quality depends on the price of the product. Like last time I bought a cheap one for myself and only a shot, - it's broken. LOLz... so i spent almost hundred for the racket and just hope it can last long, and not easily spoilt.

Today was quite a busy day for me, I rode motor all the time this day. From morning went out then afternoon then went for soccer, all i have to do was driving a long distance to reach my destiny, that's all. But it was kinda fun as i can enjoy the joyful ride but i didnt speed though...^^ So seldom studied for today, although today is a holiday for me...but...nevermind...but also concern about my schoolwork as the final year exam is just around the corner and i havent prepared much about it, and of course i will easily get doom..."delay..." always bear in my mind and i think it should be erased AQAP!!... because of this type of thinking, it will cause me a lot of problems for my studies and also part of my life time... oh my...i craps lot today...ok just for today and wish good luck to you all^^ KITA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've felt quite depressed lately, just because not my school work but i just have a feeling that something or some part is disappearing in my life, im not sure what did happen to me, but i feel so unnatural lately. Hmm...just maybe after ive watched a jdorama so called "densha otoko (train man)". I love the series much because it happened just like me last time. But I love the story because it is indeed like a fairy tale in the reality world, it is hard to admit that it wont happen in daily life but sometimes we will find a hard time to find a suitable life-time partner. S

Sometimes I felt upset, but i dont know why, and sometimes i felt something is empty inside me. Ive almost done everything to cover it up, but its still the same thing. But something really obvious to me is that everytime I enjoyed watching the series, I was indeed enjoyed it, but after watching it...i felt sadly, maybe i just also want to be like him lolz...just because im also still single though. But ive tried to make my life as interesting as possible. But seems that im going to miss that series because it only left 1 episode that i havent watched...seems that i really dont want to watch it because i dont want it just ends like that. Am i a -ve thinker or just +ve thinker apart this matter??? Im also not sure. But seems that I have to end it soon because the longer i postpone for watching the series, the more anxious i am. So.....

ok..that's all for today, just felt free only to post something...all right have a good day then ^^

A normal day for me of course, but today seems a little bit special, today after going for tuition class then i straightly went back home instead of going somewhere else. Hmm... its the first time for me to go home such early. Then, first thing first, EAT!!! I was so starving that moment that I could take 2 times the meal that moment. Then I went for my essay writing and took a nap of course. And then went to my grandma's house. But after that , me and my family went for dinner, and the moment we had our dinner, we walked to the car park. What made me curious was the moment I saw 3 persons who are "visionless" and had the difficulties to cross along the road, they really cross the road with sticks with them, and 3 of them were helping each other and cover each other to make it to the opposite road bank. Their determination to cross the road was so strong and attract my attention. A motor with high speed passed by and they sensed it and they step backward for safety. Then they continue to make their way to opposite site. My mother saw it and told me to give them a hand, I was in hesitation and answered my mom " ah? er...ok" I wanted to go to help them and once i move some steps toward them, they managed to cross the road safely. I felt relief they crossed the road, but something suddenly pop-up in my mind. I was thinking that why i was in hesitation in the moment i want to give aid to other people??? Am i dont have the will to help??? or Am i to coward to move forward to give people a hand??? OR am i too unconfidence to help???...Many questions suddenly pop-up in my mind and I just cant have the way to answer those enquiries. But what really remind me always is "take care of our eyes as its the only vision we have, once loss it, we will live in dark". This quote always remind me to take care of my eyes as I get through some though days few years ago as i have some tiny problem about my eye. But as a conclusion, I wont be in hesitation next time when people need help or they didnt mention also. And Im willing to help out if there who needs help from me. Thanks...and take care^^

There arent much things surprised me lately, but just something made me very frustrated recently. Firstly, I failed in my motorcycle test which made me need to take a retest, and as a consequence I have to be in that same place again which i dislike much. Then, secondly my school works. It has been a few months since i entered the form 6 which is a whole new schooling environment, the main things that really makes me frustrated is about my enquiry about learning to be a better mine. But I got the idea on how to proceed it but Im lack of determination to continue what ive planned to do as i planned. Thirdly, the school donations thingys. It really made me crazy recently as I need to go out myself to collect the fund, darn it. It was quite a time wasting and of course a way of energy wasting. Im not saying it was a bad things or it was a bad task that we've taken but in fact it was quite hard for is to reach the "quota" that we need to. Conversely, if can I would really put some money in it and just hand it to the school authority. But, it really exhausting doing this stuffs indeed. Whatever... darn it I wrote this... damn so unsatisfied with these piss thingys...

Tues- It was a normal day for me again, and i was kept thinking of something, chance of riding on a motor, myself one hehe. But then , I need to be more patient as my motorcycle wont be arrived as early as they promised to me. But i know i can just have to wait a few more days and I could get a ride on it with joy^^. Erm...nothing happened, so -ended- hehe...

Wed- Er...today was quite an interesting day as I could attened a lesson because of the teacher that taught us, he was nice and with sense of humor, who knows he wasnt nice at that day and released his temper at us, of course we also didnt wrong also so, we deserved it. But then. at least I got a lesson from his advice, that was... respect, responsible, logical thinking. But then it was quite good then, at least we realize what we had done. Er...later had a football match with friends. ^^ very interesting as i could perform my best to play...i was rather satisfied as I knew i was better than the very very last time hehe. So...feeling so greatz that moment...only scorred a goal for myself but it was a precious one^^

Thus- Today not a bad day, but it was a bad weather for this early morning, storm breaks the early calm morning, but with shiny, bright, peace, and of course rather hot afternoon. But then , it was quite nice for mea s I rode car to school, but seems not a good matter for motorcyclists as they need to rush to school to avoid the downpour. But today nothing happened, ah...my friend who was just stop his studies from now on to continue his multimedia design courses at provate college. So...rather sad because lost a friend to be joint at school. Hmmm...today I was just felt want to complete my blog and stop extend the time for blog the old entries. I felt it was not my style as I hate it. Ok...that's for all...good luck guys^^

Today was quite a rush day for me as i need to go for motorcycle pratical as i need to refresh myself once i came back from school and need to rush for the pratical. Er... after arriving there, I was quite confident for myself that this time I could have riden or controliing the motor well. Who knows........L've done it . LOLz...anyway it was greatz... and besides that I managed to balance myself and driving with constant speed so well and "bota-licious"-interesting ride. Er...after an hour of riding, I was called to end the training. So once reached home, I felt quite well and feeling great... Err...but I couldnt write this blog on that day, as this post is extended posted one. But anyway it was still the same, same matter with different post time only.^^ But then at night I have to attend for a new class for my physics tuition, I wasnt new to that place as i got friends also, but I was kinda not so satisfied with the surroundings there, it was quite narrow and coldy place, but nevermind, it was quite a good place for a lesson also, so ganbantte la^^

Today supposed to be a lazy day for me as i can rest at home, even i was so so lazy to get out to get myself a meal for lunch time. But then...after taking lunch, i took a nap instead revising my homework >.<# But an hour later, my dad woke me up and what were they tell me was, "lets go and have a look on motor" In a sudden, my heart tells me that, the time has come but it was also lazy for me to take a single move. But finally i took my dad's car and went to one of the motor shop there. "HOT AND SPICY" that i can describe the shop, it was so hot the atmosphere there and so spicy with those various motorcycles. Erm...then we had a look on those motors, and what made me so interesting was the auto one with Modenas, Yamaha, Comel. Err...it was quite nice and finally I have chosen one... the Passion 125, auto of course ^^ hehehe...

Then...it surely made me so happy and so excited that I couldnt describe my happiness in words. So at night i went to join my friend's birthday party, and of course have a chat with friends^^. Ahh...that day my heart was so nice...and guess what...im getting more and more courages riding and learning a good motoring skill...^^

It had been some great days lately although nothing much happened, but what made me so delighted is, I FINALLY CAN HAVE MY 2nd collection of their concert, L`Arc~en~Ciel. And completed downloading Scary Movie 1-4 for my sis. And also succeded backup some of my jpop albums^^ and finally I CAN PLAY ALL O2jam's paid songs and free one. WAO!!! that's a totally unbelievable for me to get so many great stuffs just in 2-3 days time, and moreover, I've joint a tuition class yesterday and noticed that Im really need tuition to guide me along for this one & a half year. So, it is quite an interesting tuition for me since that it is just a small class and the teacher is quite nice and i understood what is he teaching about. So...nothing much happened lately, and finally i've also learnt how to operate the motorcycle and furthermore i will get a L Licence for myself and guess what, hope for a new vehicle...er...suddenly I felt that my mind was blank, like I was brain washed with maths and ive no idea on how to write using vocab. Er...seems that I have to read more articles... aih...good luck then^^

it's been a long time that i dint enjoy myself much even since im from NS. This time we had a movie with friends, and also took meals together and along making a simple farewell for my friend who will be going to outstation soon. And, we had great time there, but maybe I planned not so well, some of my friends even rushed to the mall during downpours. But we couldnt manage to meet them in time due to some finding parking difficulties. But quite interesting, we watched "stay alive" which the movie i felt that quite interesting because of the creative of the producer and also the visual effects. And i wonder if the game was released and anyone would give it a try??? hehe...if for me i really would If i got the enough courage to do that. And before that we had meals together and we did talk alot, then after a movie we had some acrade games in amusement centre. But since that it was quite late, my friend had to go back then later my family came to the mall and i had dinner with my family^^ and we came back just the right time at 8. So now, im feeling want to post a new blog now and maybe the next day also^^. Indeed a great day to me^^...

It had been a time that i didnt post any new entries here. It was not because I didnt have any interest on bloggging anymore but just I felt that I have a lot to write down but just lack of time. Since I went and came back from NS, I wrote my daily activities on my notebook. Of course, I will try to post it up here, and also finally I've chosen Form 6 as my route to my further studies. I didnt choose to stay in college because I really had a hard time choosing and get used to a new situation. I suffered a lot of uncertain decissions made by myself and also hesitation on choosing my perfect job. I can say that Im a fussy person, even from eating to anything, im keen to choose something suit me, or not i will rather deny something i dislike. So after going through 2 months time of NS, finally I came out and entered form 6 in my secondary school. Then, I heard lots of comments, opinions, critics, etc about my decision on form 6. People said it is not an easy task to complete this one and a half year period's time. But anyway, the main objectives for me to take form 6 is mainly to gain more knowledge about physics & chemistry because I have more interest in chemistry. So, i wont be regret choosing this. Erm furthermore, I've joint a camp and I really tired for the training session for that camp. Erm...of course, i had running nose and some headache. But now, better than nothing...but still running nose, darn it...>.<

Ok...right now, I entered to form 6 class already, and really...it's a whole new study atmosphere for me, I havent learnt motorcycle yet and also didnt choose any tuition for my subjects ether. So, Im quite tension lately for me to had lots "functions". Of course, everything needs to pay something to get back what you've paid off. So, indeed I have to pay more efforts in my studies in order for me to achieve something. So as a conclusion, ganbantte^^

Oh yea, something I have to add it here, I watched a japanese dorama lately, the series so called "1 Litre no namida (1 Litre of Tears)". It was really touched my heart, as you know im a emotional person, something makes me upset a lil bit or I think about something, my tears will roll down on my cheek. Then, the series was really nice, meaningful, full of life values. You should download it or even buy it in the store and I BET IT IS GREAT FOR YOU TO KEEP IT AS A PRECIOUS ONE.

Nothing to say now, seems that tomorrow I will blog again....chao~ good luck^^

Seems that It will be my first time using madarin for blogging, ;)
这一天真是好玩啊，首先呢我们先去Gurney Plaza 然后肚子就觉得比较饿啦，一定要找一些实物来顶一顶嘛，那首先我们先买 Final Destination 3 的戏票，然后呢我们打算去餐馆迟一点嘛，哪知呢天真得我们嫌说要吃的东西太昂贵了，那我们其中一位同伴就想到一个“妙计”打算带我们到一间经济饭用餐，哪知可爱的我们在市场里团团转，搞倒不知如何去向，唉。。。最后还是回到餐馆用餐，唉。。。真是“跪系郎啦”。真没办法，只好一餐顶整天。今天我只能说是我们说看的戏真是令我感觉到它的非同凡响。看那部戏的同时真的是战战兢兢的，真的是难以用词来形容。看了之后感觉上真的是有点怪怪的，哈哈。。。真是有趣，所以为了避免交通拄塞那我们又到另一个超级市场去诳一诳。结果空手就归，真是一个很好玩的一天，但在这儿的时间不多啦，玩得痛快是应该的嘛。没东西好说啦，真是累呢，晚安。。呵呵^^

Erm..."dvd writter" this word appears in my mind many times already and it causing me the headache to save my songs,anime,PVs,documents in my pc and it is getting less hardisk space. So one day, I've really made up my mind to build a new Dvd writter to my pc since that I got $$ now lolz...and with my friend's help so I could get a writer now. So i backup everything now, especially my lovely songs^^ and my other documents. And I also reformat my pc, so now my pc is not as slow as the previous one. Now i think im still having lack of hardisk space, but i think it will be easier with extra disk space to save your files in your pc. Erm...nothing to say much...just feel free to blog it only.^^ Good night...

Today was a fun day indeed, i joined my friends to school for some edu fair there and bought a new stuff and also went for a movie, Heirloom. A nice movie, so we were in love drive hehe. Then while i reached home, I realized that I wanted to drive car then, I didnt know why I got this feeling but I had the desire to drive the manual one. So just now i drove my manual car and so I just drove it, who knows i didnt practice manual car for quite a time, so i couldnt get used to it even though it is as simple as drinking water and besides that I'm already a passed driver for half a year already. Perhaps I'm really rarely drive manual car, so in a sudden i really couldnt get used to it really. So, while i was taking that car, many things happened and I also realized that many things that I must learned and also my dad taught me a lot, thanks dad^^. Honestly, I was quite upset while i was "lectured" by my dad for not following the correct way to accelerate the car but nevermind for now. So, I learnt many things just now and remember, "if you're not used to something that we rarely do/know, we'd better think first and take some time to get used to it before you test them" This is what I'm going to say now, so it is quite weird that why I'm saying that but honestly, making quick decision with a great deal with the correct situation and also yourself, maybe you will get a "doomsDay" for your own self only. So this is what im going to say now...Erm...ah...more relief now ^o^ but tomorrow must learn how to operate manual car with advanced skill hehe.^^ so tomorrow will be a busy day again. So good day^^

This is the song I had for now...just for backup only hehe...in case anything happens.^o^

Jpop album list-

Chemistry- Fo(U)r
Chemistry- Hot Chemistry
Chemistry- The Way We Are

Do As Infinity- Do The A-Side
Do As Infinity- Need Your Love
Do As Infinity- Break Of Dawn
Do As Infinity- Deep Forest
Do As Infinity- Do The Best
Do As Infinity- Gates Of HEAVEN
Do As Infinity- LIVE IN JAPAN 2
Do As Infinity- New World
Do As Infinity- True Song
Do As Infinity- LIVE IN JAPAN

Glay- HEAVY GAUGE

K- Beyond the Sea

Keitaku- Keitaku Iccho

Ken Hirai- SENTIMENTALovers

L`Arc~en~Ciel- Awake
L`Arc~en~Ciel- Real
L`Arc~en~Ciel- Smile
L`Arc~en~Ciel- DUNE

M-flo- Astromantic

Orange Range- Musiq
Orange Range- Natural

Jpop Song List-
1. ANZA - Tobira Wo Akete (Dreaming) (4:42)
2. ASIAN KUNG-FU GENERATION - BLUE TRAIN (4:16)
3. Asian Kung-Fu Generation - E (4:12)
4. Ayumi Hamasaki - Bold & Delicious (4:41)
5. Ayumi Hamasaki - Honey (5:12)
6. CAVE - Rakuen (4:45)
7. Changin' My Life - Stardust (4:58)
8. CHEMISTRY - Change The World (4:59)
9. COLOR - Neiro (5:32)
10. COLOR - Dear Mama (5:22)
11. DA PUMP - Bright!our Future (5:27)
12. Every Little Thing - Koibumi (4:57)
13. EXILE - Tada...Aitakute (5:35)
14. HALCALI - Tip Taps Tip (4:44)
15. HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR - Ichirin no Hana (3:39)
16. HIGH and MIGHTY COLOR - STYLE~get glory in this hand~ (4:25)
17. hiro - clover (4:57)
18. hitomi - Kokoro no Tabibito (4:15)
19. Chihiro - Honey (4:19)
20. Hysteric Blue - Cocktail (3:29)
21. Janne Da Arc - WILD FANG (4:19)
22. K - Dakishimetai (4:54)
23. K - Only Human (4:50)
26. Ken Hirai - TABOO (5:52)
27. Ken Hirai - Sweet Pillow (5:26)
28. Kimeru - Overlap (4:22)
29. KINYA - BLAZE (4:27)
30. L'Arc~en~Ciel - Lies and truth (5:52)
31. L'Arc~en~Ciel - Link (4:48)
32. L'Arc~en~Ciel - Driver's High (4:12)
33. L'Arc~en~Ciel - The Fourth Avenue Cafe (5:03)
34. Do As Infinity - I miss you? (3:48)
35. LUNA SEA - Gravity (5:37)
36. Maaya Sakamoto - Loop (5:24)
37. Kuraki Mai - I Sing A Song For You (3:53)
38. Makoto Kawamoto - 1/2 (5:15)
39. Naja - Mr. Deja Vu (3:42)
40. NANA starring MIKA NAKASHIMA - GLAMOROUS SKY (4:26)
41. Naomi Kaiya - In This Distant Town (Toi No Machi De) (4:58)
42. Tamura Naomi - Yuragu Koto Nai Ai (4:17)
43. Nona Reeves - Changin' (4:23)
44. Okui Masami - Ano Hi no Gogo (4:33)
45. Okui Masami - Shuffle (5:24)
46. Pierrot - Barairo No Sekai (3:32)
47. Porno Graffiti - Melissa (4:33)
48. RYTHEM - Mikazuki Rhapsody (4:51)
49. RYTHEM - Gatsu no Usagi (3:59)
50. RYTHEM - Harmonia (4:16)
51. Maaya Sakamoto - Yubiwa (3:46)
52. Shogo Hamada - Kimi to Arui ta Michi (album ver.) (3:53)
54. Tackey & Tsubasa - Yume Monogatari (4:30)
55. T.M.Revolution - HEART OF SWORD ~Yoake Mae~ (4:31)
56. Van Tomiko - A Dream Is a Wish Your Heart Makes (3:19)
57. Tsubaki - Hakuchumu (4:12)
58. UVERworld - CHANCE! (4:27)
59. UVERworld - D-tecnolife (3:48)
60. UVERworld - Just Melody (5:04)
62. w-inds. - eien no tochuu (4:07)
63. w-inds. - W-inds - Shiki (4:54)
64. Yellow Generation - Tobira no Mukou e (4:46)
65. YeLLOW Generation - Tritoma (5:11)
66. Younha - Houki Hoshi (3:14)
67. YUI - LIFE (4:03)
68. WANDS - Ashita Moshi Kimiga Kowaretemo (4:17)

Erm...since that this is my first blog since i left my job there. Erm...after i ended my job at the shopping mall, I would feel that I am so free and of course a little bit missing my colleagues. But then, after that day, I went to the education fair on the next day. And of course we had a journey again with my friends^^. Erm...many journeys we went through. I joined my friend's car whom carried his car for outings for the first time since he had passed his P lincense. So again...we had a journey again. And yesterday I joined my friends (same gang again) went for fishing at NIGHT!!! lolz... and then quite fun and quite enjoyful^^. But since that the result is getting reviewed soon, seems that I have to act faster on everything including my course that I will be taking and of course for NS though. Err...I hope I can enjoy almost everyday and won't miss a day in some useless thingys. So...erm...I hope eneryday will be a great day then^^. Chao~~~

Seems that I have to work again, and again today supposed to be my last day of my working day but unfortunately I have to work for another day before I quit my job. So this is so called the boring job??? I dont know ether, sometimes boring kills me than other else, but sometimes it didnt do that so. So it brings joys and also some laughter among the colleauge. But sometimes I've came accross with some disappointed matters. This job really gives me a lot of experience and of course it had given me a lot of ideas on how im going to apply my further education. Erm...really 'describeless" for me to explain my experience on my job. Sometimes I really felt that I really wanted to quit my job. But I didnt know what motivation I got to push mself forward to face any difficult matters. Once you're job-ing, you will notice that all days are like a day, so once you got tired or want to get rid off it, you need some motivation or family support to help you to keep you head on that job. It is not a difficult job that I currently working now, but the boringness really kills me many times. Time slips so so slow, and that I always mentioned all the time while I was working. But from this job I learnt how to communicate well with the others even different ethnic colleagues. Seems that I didnt feel regret getting this job though in fact I gained a lot of ideas from this work. Now i know a lot of things, and of course what is so called freedom. Erm...tomorrow will be my last day working as a promoter in a shopping mall. Erm..seems that I won't have that mood to blog again since that I have less "opinions" to be expressed with. But still then I will blog also but not so often as the last time. Erm...interesting story huh??? LOLz...be myself the always. I mainly can truly say that my main motivation for me to continue my work is mainly -music. It seems weird to someone also a routine hobby for someone, but it really does help if you try to get some melody during your freetime before going to work. Now time is precious to me while working, so I will use it wisely and of course rest time also important. In my opinions, try to listen to other nation's song, they have the songs with a very different melody compared to our songs that we used to listen. So, hope for the best tomorrow ^^ Chao~~~

It was an enjoyfull day for me since that today was an off day for me, and also a day for lovely couples in the world. Today i went out with my friends, oh gosh...what a great day for me^^ also a shame day for me ToT. Just now while I was driving I made a damn ass funny thing, my friend was shocked with my action also myself was so so shocked about what i was doing that moment, but still that we managed to get rid off the shameness. So today was quite meaningful for hanging out with friends, although a short time but very meaningful one. Erm...today wasnt a hectic day though but tomorrow I have to work , again. Will it be a boring day??? I dont know yet. Perhaps yes, or maybe no. But what for sure for tomorrow is...have to wake up early and go to work, again a whole day will be spent on working and of course, will be a tiring day for me because i will be standing all the day. Erm...nothing much to say, sorry for not blogging quite a few days past but will be the next time. And wish for a great tomorrow^^. Chao~

Today I would be glad that i went to help my friends something for tomorrow's function. And when i got into my working place, oh gosh...the time slips really slow... i stood there like a noob and really sleepy and took a look at my time, oh gosh...time passed so so so so slow. But after a meal during the break, time passed so fast lolz...and today not so exhausted for me, but im not sure or guarantee for the next days. But what I hope is everyday will be a great day^^. So great day for tomorrow and tomorrow^^. Chao~

Erm...today supposed to be a great day since that my first day again to work. But oh my...today the traffic congestion caused me were not able to work at the punctual time ToT. But nevermind, at least today I had a great meal during my working hour^^. So today supposed to be a pleasant day for me since that i didnt meet any problem, but I still think that there were some problems that made me so so frustrated. But seems not apprioprate with me. So, not so tired today but not sure for the next day. So hope for a better tomorrow la^^ chao~

ToT...*sob~sob*, today was totally a great day for me, because i spent most time at home playing games, o2jam and need for speed 2 underground. But what made me so depressed was tomorrow i have to work again for erm... 7 days i think, and it was quite...made me frustrated. Haihz... but what made me cheer up again was the NS. I was knew that I was chosen and of course i was placed in the BM campside. Haha...but what made happy because it was confirmed and... WAO...as my expectation. So tonight I will enjoy myself and tomrrow WORKING!!!...for a better tomorrow^^ kekeke...

AH!!!!... a perfect long holiday for me and of course it sure give me a lot of enjoyments.^^ So I spent time hanging out with friends and of course with my lovely pc hehe. I was glad that I could have a joy ride to my friends' house and of course to a huge penang outdoor activity. We had a great day spending time there and I managed to see what is truly a Penang is. Actually Penang is full with great heritage, and you SHOULD GO FOR A LOOK!!! Ah hem...back to the origin topic, so I spend more time on o2jam since that im getting addictive to that game already^^. But time slips faster than we all thought, after some few days I shall be working again and again, I will be blogging here again and express my depressness and of course my sadness and happiness^^. So that's for all now, have to let my whole body rest. So wish for a better tomorrow...chao~

erm...firstly I would say HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR^^ to all chinese friends of mine and all people who lives beside me. It was a great new year since the eve because I had much happiness and joyful during the new year and so do the eve as more surprises were coming along.^^ I felt more free now and could drive to anywhere to visit my friends and so for enyjoyment. Then, it had the pros and cons of course. The pros is...I can enjoy my short-term holidays with my family and my friends and can have more fun^^. But the cons are, I spent less time with my family members and sometimes i made my parents worried about something. Erm...in fact I learnt many things lately from hanging out with my friends and i know what was so called the "family-power & family-trustful"(sorry my english grammar is so so terrible). And, I spent time mostly with my friends and my sister and had much joyful now. But lately I had lack of rest time due to be the "owl". So, tomorrow will back to normal and stick to the pc again and again, stick with the songs as well^^. But I really notice that i seldom post blogs lately, because lately were great and fun for me, although I got a lot of happiness but I had no time to write down and post it here. But why I posted so many journals and updated daily??? Erm...tell you honestly, I mainly create this blog because I wanted to express my depressness and my unhappiness that burried in deep of my heart, so I chose this method to express my unsatisfaction through writing journals. But I will still continue writing journals until...not sure but I will try to update it since if i got time then. But now I got plenty of time so I wrote something to share with you all. And really enjoyful days lately^^

A pleasant day for me since that I would start working in the afternoon. But then in the morning i went for breakfast with my family then went to my sunday school as well. Then, I had a great time there, after that I had to go for work. During the dinner time, I went to meet my friends as well and had some entertainment^^ but then something beyond my expectation had come. Erm...yesterday night I told my parents that I would have come home at 10pm. Who knows, I forgot to tell them that my working time had changed to prolong the wokring time, darn it...then they just waited for me for 2-3 hours...when i got home, what a heck...the circumstance was so terrible and hardly to have a positive thinking and I kept thinking and thinking about the shit-thingys... but now okey...erm...tomrorow will bt the off day for me, and need to go to buy clothes as well to go for relaxation. Erm...need to work?! lolz...this is a must and of course must work until...LOLzzz....good day^^

Erm...I found that myself very seldom bloggin lately, because of laziness??? or Im already addicted to the o2jam??? After working I normally will online and start surfing the net and also blogging. But I seldom do it as usual lately, what I do is...play o2jam...aiks... But i still want to blog because seems that I have free time why shouldnt I take this chance to express my inner feelings???
19/1= = = Today was Thursday, erm...a fine day for me, working in the office hours. But when I got back home, I have to wait for my sister, erm... actually I could wait for her, but I didnt know that she had some problems so she couldnt reach me on time. So it qas quite difficult to be contacted to her since that she didnt get herself a handphone at that day.Er...at night start playing and practising o2jam...it was quite a fascinating game and I just realized it but in the past years I felt boring about it but now addicted to it...hehe...
20/1= = =Today was totally an exhausted day, it wasnt because of a lot or plenty of jobs to be done but I have to work OT. And it was totally depressed me. When I was working, no more sitting LOL...since that that day was Friday. But nevermind, when I got home OMG...my leg was pain and very tired. So o2jam again to release my depression and tiredness. Erm,...not a bad day...but still have to work >.<#
21/1= = =Another tired and exhausting day for me again. This time I also have to work OT since that today was the Saturday, the weekends. But nevermind, at least today wouldnt be that boring since that I have a partner to talk with. But something occured while both of us were not in during the working hours and caused some...erm...I didnt know how to explain, like people KPC-ing, and "bo-siok-ing" and also some of my working friends really nice that she reminded me not to repeat the same mistake again and someone really helped me while we were not in. Really thanks to him and her^^. Yet another tired day, when got back to home, o2jam again and again played until 1am and watched live badminton competition MAS Lee Chong Wei VS CHN Lin Dan. In fact in the 3rd fight I told myself that Malaysian player would stand a chance to get the opponent down and get into the next round, but unluckily our national player made quite a lot of mistakes in the last few points and let the opponent could have the chance to catch up and ...Lin Dan won...haihz...but nevermind, Chong Wei had done his best...^^ so hope Sunday will be a great day^^

Today i was so glad that I finally could be 18^^. But unluckily I have to work but today full with surprises and of course presents. I went to work today and a friend of my, HM came and met me. I was so glad that we could had a long chat, besides that I was glad that he still remembered today was my birthday^^. Besides that, today i also received a present that was from my sis together with my friends as well, A SHIRT MHUAHAHA...thanks to them^^. Erm...later we had dinner in the hawker centre, western food, but not as nice as thought ...erm...nevermind le. Now im so addicted to that o2jam, now my fingers keen to stick with the keyboard. Darn it...have to work the day after, but nevermind la, i could stand for the boringness. So hope for a better future^^ HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me ^o^

"Arghh...it was so hard, not because of a lack of works to do nor lack of time to complete my job but lack of jobs to be done and totally a boring day"
Today suppose to be a great day for me because yesterday was an off day for me, but it was beyond my expectations, i have to passed the damn boring time. It was quite hard to pass the time if I have nothing to do with and even more, totally like a noob standing there. WTF... today damn boring, always home-sicking...now im at home and i really really really want to prolong my time at home. DAMN...what for huh??? try to enjoy my time as much as possible, good luck yea for tomrrow^^

Phew...finally a day for me to rest so today got so many functions, firstly went to school to get forecast results then go to Disted Stamford college to apply something, then went to PISA after that to INFINITY in sungai ara i think. Then went to fetch my sis. But in that moment, while i was heading to fetch her i made a totally idiot desperate discission, that was...I WAS SO IDIOT TO DRIVE... nearly caused an accident...sorry to my friends after all espcaially to Divinity,EP. He was so afraid about that. And I will swear that I will drive slower next time and wont cause that matter happened. So today was happy and so tired though...nice internet cafe, INFINITY...very advance and very nice place... and have to wrok the next day...darn it...but no idea, peace^^

Today I felt quite difficult due to shift changes, but I tried to get used to it >.<# Then today I went to my Sunday school, and hy friends and my teachers still that welcome me keekeke. I found out it was so fun having time there especially the football thingys^^. Then I had to go to work while in the afternoon time, but my friends also visited me during i was on my duty^^. But...I was kinda sad looking them walked away but i still needed to continue working(darn it...this is a must to work). Then finally i could go back from the working place and then later i found out that police sorrounded a place and i was so curious about it but i never asked about that matter, but later my friend said that it was an accident, and i checked the internet. today had fun and sadness....but tomorrow can off LOLz...good day^^

Did you remember what you did the day before today??? Now I worked almost everyday like a same day. Simply said that, Damn bored job. If i got soemthing to do i wouldnt be so boring, but it was totally "jobless" for me and I just doing nothing but just a noob there. Although the work was simple but I wasnt like it much. Today I enjoyed my relaxation in my home much, and hopefully tomorrow will do a better job^^, at least will not that bored...

so what now?! Hope for the better future^^ hehe

Today I had to work 11 hours and it was a tiring day. Haihz... although it was not so exhausted but it was quite killing me also. Today although wasnt that busy though, and that unbusyness is killing me the always. But anyway, I have to continue my work right??? OMG...I had forgotten many things because i just posted this blog the day after. Erm...this day I was really tired and that's all, and I slept late at night and caused me the other day was so steam steam to work...LOL...anyway hope for a better future^^

It was a nice day indeed. Finally i could join my friends for movie, The Wig. The movie wasnt very nice and the best then but since the price of the tickets so cheap we meant to rate the movie quite nice. There were 4 persons including me after movie then go for acrade games in amusement centre of course. What a heck, we played race cars then we got the golden chance to play free game without putting credits to the game machine and we had the chance to take more than half an hour playing it. Darn it, damn siok. Later we had to leave my another friend and we 3 persons headed to a cyber cafe and played CS and W III. LOLzz... although i wasnt the top but i could feel the satisfaction playing the game^^. It was totally a money wasting for a whole day's entertainment and of course it was worth it^^. By the way, we had our lunch in a normal hawker centre, but with special dishes, thanks to my friend, CT brought us to have a nice lunch^^... today was happy but the other days hope could be better and more cheerful^^.

Today was the Wednesday,a day that I waited for so long because the next day would be the thursday- my off day MHUAHAHA... Finally i can have a lot of rest and of course hanging out with friends would be better for me^^. So today was quite boring since that today was the normal day and not the public holidays so the circumstance in my working place was kinda bored to me. But anyway now I'm at home now and playing the pc now hehe. So I also need to plan for tomorrow's functions, hope tomorrow can go for a movie, a horror one. And yet, I got myself a handphone and i felt taht im connected with the others, I felt i can be connected my others. But anyway, Im really enjoy my pre-off day hehe and of course my tomorrow^^...GREAT DAY FOR TOMORROW!!!HAHA

It was the holiday to Muslims today and it was the public holiday after all. Then, it was so crowded today in my working place. And of course it wouldnt be too bored and too excited or too busy for me since that I seldom did my duty. So, today I came across some friends as well, and thank god our relationship is still that good.^^ Erm...I was not sure but then I enjoyed my ride while my journey to home. I didnt know why and the reason perhaps today there were no traffic jams. But still that conclusion "have to go back on foot though". So describe much and hope you all can get a happy holiday and hope for a better and better tomorrow^^.

It has been a normal day for me, but today was quite boring but it was weird that the time flow quite fast. In a sudden half an hour had been passed. Maybe I was doing something else while I was working and I was glad that time flow quicker than before. hehe, but today was quite meaningful that I learnt many things today. Thanks to many people around me hehe^^. But tomorrow I have to work and I had worked for 12 days non-stop. "Exhausted???" I would say "Of course yes, but my songs in my pc make me really relief and comfortable even more"

So what does music or songs do for???It can make us relief and forget our "matters" easily.
Before I ended my entry, what would I say huh??? "Hope for a better tomorrow and ever^^"

Excuse me...can you......

Today was sunday, a relax day for people in the town. Hence it was crowded today hehe. (It meant that I have given clues that what work I participated for) And I wasnt boring today because I could run here and there to serve the customers, and therefore the time passed quite fast. So I also took some time to look for some new pc game and I've decided to buy a new game called "Iron Storm: World War Zero" and I like shooting game. After buying it I tested it and as a result the game was quite laggy for my pc and the graphic not so nice, I wondered why and I checked the net as I was writting this blog. As a result, the game actually was in PS2 format and just converted into pc format. DARN>>> what a heck again...but anyway quite fun. And...have fun of course...

So once i wanted to end my journal, I would say

hope for a better future...peace...

It was been a day for me again. It was nothing for me, but after working I went to buy a new game called "F.E.A.R". I was so excited that game that I bought, I thought I would have fun after installing it in my pc. But in a sudden I felt I was afraid that my pc might not play that game well after installing that game. Hence I installed it and I faced some problems yet it couldnt be used, so I rechecked it again and again and it could enter to the game but I think due to my lame monitor hehe...and the monitor just appear as a black screen with only sound of the game. ToT I felt terrible, because I could have just bought a 2-cds-game. AH...who wanna buy the game huh??? HELP!!! LOLz...tomorrow have to work again. Haihz...so what I hope for huh??? Of course is a better tomorrow la...haha...

Today just normal for me seemed that I have to stay in my working place for a whole day there, It seemed I was working for long hours there but I took something there to do at least I wouldnt feel bored. As I was doing part of my job and did a little things in the working time, I noticed that the time passed quite fast compared to the last time. The time passed quicker than I thought and it really ease me to get me nearer and nearer to the "go-home-time". Hehe, perhaps that I was already suit the environment??? Or just because I have something to do and at least I wouldnt feel too bored then. But anyway it was still hard to pass my free time while in the working hours. But anyway hope tomorrow would be better since that tomorrow I would have worked like anybody else, shorten hours.

Pray for a better tomorrow^^
PEACE...

Phew...today was so rush for me, firstly I had to wake up early in the morning perhaps not so early though and then have to go to work by bus. Then, I have to work until 6pm then had to take bus to home. Who knows it was going to rain before I reached my home, luckily I could reach it on time ^^ hehe...but it was quite exhausted for me because I jogged it to my home. So now I could type this blog and then expressed my feeling about today's incident. But tomorrow I have to work over time, but nevermind I would have overcome it hehe. So what about today??? I didnt think anything happened interestingly, but today quite rushed and a hectic day, I didnt know what and why but what I knew was......once again a normal day hehe...
So hope for a better tomorrow^^.

PEACE...

It seemed a great day for me since that I could go back home on earlier time. hehe at least it didnt exhaust me due to longer time. But something that I still havent overcome yet, perhaps something should be done in the earlier time. Or it would be more difficult for me. Seems that the Chinese New Year is getting nearer, andmy working hour would be extended or prolong it. But it is working hence just can hope for a better working days hehe.

Today supposed to be a new day for me since that I have to work like normal people do and of course I begin my work with a high working spirit, Im so glad today that I bring my mp3 player to work and I can listen to my songs when I go home on foot. Who knows I will be that cheerful. "Oh gosh, it is almost time for me to get rid off my working place" Im so glad and cheerful. Who knows, later my colleague told me that my supervisor told me to work for a whole day. Darn it, why?! another worker was absent for his/her first day. Darn it...It meant that I have to work for a whole day...luckily I had some friends to talk with and it did help me to pass my boring time. Erm...perhaps today he/she can work the next day so that I can work less the time and can take more rest. Good day for the future...^^

It was the day in the whole new year, I started work with energetic-highly-working spirit and I did well then. Today I could do more things due to more jobs for me to do of course and it was quite ease for me to pass time. But suddenly I felt my leg pain, I didnt know what cause it but I still get some rest for my knee. Maybe my knee was used to get hurt before and I was not so sure. After getting home, When I sit in front of the pc typing the blog, my leg felt more relieve, hehe I was quite lazy to stand up because I stood for the whole day already haihz... what could I do? It was part of my job and I had to take it as a must. Good day for tomorrow^^