始与终

Thursday, November 10, 2011 at 11:55 PM
原来,
时间已证实了,
喜欢这每个开始,
却逃避完美的结束。

可见,
我已遗忘结束的新开始。

人活在每天廿四小时中,
不是在于仅仅几粒钟,

觉醒吧。。。

it's 4 me, 4 in the morning.

Saturday, November 5, 2011 at 4:20 AM
It's been a small world to me recently,
as my sight is getting narrow and narrower,
in a day, I've sensed the limitation of my energy and time,
completing tasks is a routine work for me.



I've become more sensuous now,
trying to struggle for the best...

almost in everything.
Sometimes just want to leave it, 
but... just couldn't.



This night, just spent it ruthlessly...
watching dramas...
a Romance,
typically simply nice.
Helping myself re-mesmerize about my past towards persons I loved around me.
Just realize the existence of it, very true and real.



Is it time? Or, just let it be.
Even I couldn't assure an answer for myself.
Thus,
Just trying to complete what needed to be done first.
Then...
The rest, I will let it, but i'll care...

Flash back

Tuesday, October 4, 2011 at 2:24 AM
There's reason for all causes,
Only a cause for causes,
It just keep looping by its way,
Change, nothing really worth while,
Let it just slips away always,
Unable to catch back,
No turning back,
Dare enough looking the consequences,
Dare to endure,
 just,

One thing would change it,


Words...

The night after the Sun

Monday, September 5, 2011 at 1:46 AM
It's unsure when I started liking late nights,
and yet the late night in hometown is best to be mesmerized.
It's not because I'm fond staying late night,
nor to enjoy the freedom given to myself at late night,
But, the atmosphere of sincerity and serenity eventually give me a sense of
peacefulness.

A wide view in front my eyes reviewed the great art of a resting rotating earth,
Everything humongous to microscopic seems clearly viewed, 
but in sense of that,
all matters are in resting state,
" They're sleepin...
They're dreamin...
and I'm sure they've been so tired after a day long... "

No noise could hit my ear drum,
only water droplets hitting metallic plate was heard.

It's weird looking at all matters in silent state,
It's awkward time just stopping from seconds to seconds continuously.
It's like looking a wide picture, a stationary motion picture,
Muting and pausing everything done automatically by sense.
Giving a sensational sight, stunningly by its serenity and calmness.
Depth and hue of the picture was just that simply... perfect.

Though it is indescribable with a single word,
but seems my vision have given a clue to my mind.

I don't have to snap the night,
as it will stay in my mind,
and re-mesmerize it with my own eyes, again.

Knots...

Monday, May 2, 2011 at 10:33 PM
Life like a string,
it connects everything through knots,
if you like a relationship, it will be a beautiful butterfly knot,
if you dislike something, it turned out to be a dead knot,
if you encounter problems, it will be a miserable knot,
if you solved problems, you'll be satisfied to untie the knots...

Noticing many unknown knots that really annoying,
not really untied knots, but knots that appear from nowhere,
trying to trace how knots would appear at first,
Stretching and loosening strings seem helpless,
untying it just causes more miserable knots,
leaving it just happen to be escaping from the truth,
Somehow I know how the knots are there,
and how come have I been tying the knots by myself...

It's my choice to add or reduce knots,
guess it's time to untie the knots one by one...

Misery

Friday, April 15, 2011 at 10:43 PM
It's been a drastic change,
days by days... procrastinate? consideration? idling?
I tend to move sleazily these few days, some matters bother me, one of it might be my FYP.
The clock is ticking, every night might hear of it once analog clock is placed beside my ear.
A reminder for me it's time for some decision,
My mind starts synchronize with the ticking sound that make me keep thinking further, further way on every possible decision going to make.
Sometimes just want to make a swift decision,
but...
thinking of how every possible decision's consequence will be...
Decision making... always my best mate.
Finally, time push harshly...
made a decision... yes, decided... my choice finally...
stick to the plan, just move on... I'll take it seriously, no doubts, just do it.

slow, thoughts...

Sunday, March 27, 2011 at 10:28 PM
What do I have in my mind now?
My sole answer will be " Lots...too much to fit all in this moment"
Frustrating academic assignments, my consideration regarding my final year project, the tiny things happened around me, and about my past....
I have to think, once every 3 paces ahead.
Sometimes felt just let it be, but the matters keep following, invisible strings attached, unable to cut off.

Challenge waiting ahead when we grow elder.
Just to strive hard for the sake of ourselves.

Conquered... again

Sunday, March 6, 2011 at 11:08 PM
Again, suddenly have the enthusiastic to go for a run, 4km, at KK... so called City Run.
With a rush, sudden decision, so gone it by myself.
With my new shoe, conquered the 4km route, 24.03minutes.
Uh...

Not much satisfaction can be said this time...

but

looking forward

for the 10km one.

at May '11.

Run hard^^

Waste of time...

Monday, February 28, 2011 at 11:59 PM
Don't bother me, it was a waste on time on this day... class replacements yet tiring nights...



Why my own time have to be restrained by others?

Late night...

Saturday, February 12, 2011 at 2:39 AM
It's been nights staying still until everything becomes silent
I know
I will be muttered when I was at home
I know
Staying such late night is fatal to my body and soul
I know
I will unable to wake up in time during the next morning
I know
I have to change this bad habit
But
I like late night sometimes...not every time when it comes to rush my assignments

In fact, some matters stuck in my mind, hesitating something about the days coming on. In need of taking steps forward to make things happen. Needing to make it happens. Hope will not fail this time.

Cheers and good day~

新年快乐

Friday, February 4, 2011 at 1:58 AM
几乎每天都会停留这儿,一直想再隔几天就多添一个entry。这样就隔了一个多月,就到了很期待的新年才添新的entry。

值得提的是今年的新年很好玩,吃的、玩的、一律棒。
家人与朋友的照顾让我感到人间温情,感恩万分。
但比较伤感的是,所谓人间情感的无常。人总会成长,人格随着思想而变,这样就把人与人疏远了。
但无常非坏事,我相信事件的好坏老天自有分晓,只待时间的证明吧。

觉得新年气氛无往常浓厚,少了许多轰天的炮竹声,缺乏新年喜悦欢喜的笑声,少见的亮丽壮观新年装饰,是我后知后觉还是社会对这佳节的乏味呢。



每逢佳节感觉都不同,就以喜悦感恩惜福的心境感受吧。

新年快乐。

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