P for Papercut.

Gain lots of thoughts getting the new job, glad to have it although im keep whining about it. LOLz... goodnight ^^

Snapping picture don't acquire any reason, if you feel it right then go ahead and capture it. I just snapped some pics, seriously scenery shots is my favorite, although not the best from me, but i still like it, random shots while I'm at Penang.

Obsessing over the fidelity of audiophile has been part of my life since I started listening songs especially Jpop from the secondary school life. Until now, to gain the satisfaction listening to songs is hard for me, firstly I am choosy to 'love' a particular song as that song composed needed to be "rich-in-element" and secondly the instant of falling into the songs for the first time listening to it. So, I fond to listen the songs played by music band and orchestra.

As long as I'm with my pc, I will listen to my songs. But Im not so obsessed until listening songs as I am walking, eating, & sleeping. But listening songs definitely is my leisure to fill in my free time or whenever I am exhausted or even moody.

I think it would be great posting something about my historical audiophile on how it developed and the specialty of each audio tools.


Erm, this actually not my first ear set, but i got it from my mp3 player. This ear set is made in China and of course it is not a branded one, but I like it because the clarity to enjoy the music with low bass is definitely be one of my favorites.


my lovely speaker, PHILIPS MMS-430 which already 2.5 year old but still working so damn well. Treble - superior, but bass kinda unstable. Great for listening to classical and for movies. I think this speaker is not for normal usage, its for "R&R" usage lolz...


the AVF HM-888 is my first also my favorite headset which I received as a gift for purchasing my laptop. This headset nice enough to balance the bass and treble while listening songs with it. The pleasure of using this audio tool is the sensation of having a great 'boom' while you want to "R & R" !


the very first ear buds head set given from my sis. I don't dare to use it as I'm afraid it will make my ear drum explodes. Bass is stunning but felt the air pressure after going through a long period of usage which cause uncomfortable to my ears. But still, a nice audio tool.


Finally, my first ever audio tools bought with my own money XP - the Pioneer- SEMJ2. It is a mini type of headset. I like it because the clarity is fine and the bass and treble is balanced well. The clarity is so clear until you can separate or detect the presence of instruments used in that particular song. Not bad huh...

Thats the short profile of my audio tools. The enthusiasm listening and searching for great songs never stops. It will last until the time I give up ^^.

Suddenly having the 'impetuous' feeling to listen some of the drama soundtracks. Its nothing wonderful about listening it, but after a song and a song, it made me recall some of the great moments regarding to the drama.

I think this drama gave much impression and motivation to me. Thanks to Stela who insisted introducing me this series. Somehow i think by watching drama also can help get yourself motivated or even improving your personality. I think this is a great, well-done, touching, damn nice series. I was glad i got the OST, just like getting my paid for the hard work lolz... So, here it is...

Its 2.26am now, the scrumptious , toothsome steamboat really made me thought of writing something even it will be something inappropriate with my life, but I still figured it a while and just try something 'new' hehe...

Here it goes now.


Let the A-Z list starts...


A for Anomie.
B for Baka.
C for Care.
D for Dim-sum.
E for Eye.
F for Fish ball.
G for Gardenia.
H for Home.
I for Ice-cream.
J for Joy.
K for Karma.
L for lack.
M for moments.
N for near.
O for Obey.
P for Pole.
Q for Quiet.
R for Resting.
S for Selfish.
T for Tom Yam.
U for uniqueness.
V for varsities.
W for well.
X for X.
Y for years.
Z for Z.

Omg, after this 26 alphabetic challenge finally drew my concentration to the max limit and its time to get rest.

Good day^^

A hatred, interesting, purposeful moment after my last paper- Thermodynamics which caused a distress also a perturbation to me for the whole day. I was totally knocked out by the questions even though it was an open book test, also with solutions with me but it just couldn't help at all. A trauma in exam for the first time ever, leaving a 2 hour of blankness, emptiness of mind sitting for the paper. Maybe I did the revision in the eleventh hour, but just couldn't help as I didn't arrange my time wisely for the 2 papers just a day before the previous paper.

So, 4 days left before undergoing revision for the next paper- Strength of Materials. Truthfully, i was so reluctant to kickstart my revision to it, maybe i was too contented for my midterm paper. Consequence was I have to make the revision 2 days before the exam paper,- again... I was so hectic during revising the subject, or should i say learning the new stuffs for the sake of final exam as I didn't study much of the new syllabus after PT. So, the 2 days time really made me feverish until i have to burnt my time on it like a book worm. Luckily, I made it in time and able to finish most of the syllabus, and prepared to face the exam.

Luckily for me in this paper, I think i managed to do well for the questions. But something really awkward to me as I took many examination, i able to complete this paper 45 minutes before the time ends. oo... hope can get flying colors for this subject^^.

This semester Ive truly learn a lot no matter in social networking, studying, time managing, self improvement. I realize something that crucial to myself - time is ours, its depends on us how we are going to use it, you use it well, you get the things you expected. Just remember it is us who control the time and not let the time controls us. If we tired, we rest, after that keep moving on. That's the principal i learn from routine life. Just bear in mind that what we've done left no regrets and do share the grateful moments with friends and family.

Recently a simple game draws in my attention releasing my stress, also played a major role developing the critical thinking skill - what i meant about is the MineSweeper.



I bet this game is so familiar with you right? Yeap... its true, a simple game but... very interesting. Visually it is not so attractive but the satisfaction is totally indescribable... Just try it, you will like it.

That's for today, hope can get more posts soon. Good day then^^

Its been tough, though fruitful moment for the past 3 days. Nothing special much but just had to spend more time to make my revision in order to face the final exam that will be tested 2 days later. Seems this moment i really spent my precious time sitting at my study table holding a pencil start my revision. Of course it is suffering, even i have to cut down my sleeping time and keep myself awake at night to get more time make my revision move on in a better way. I know this method cant work in longer period due to energy consuming is high, so this few days indeed will get tired easily and also my hungry rate is kinda high.

I think this method suits me well, as I will learn better in the night time. But still, the side effect is getting tired easily. I have no choice but to do this, I will have to sit for exam for 3 days continuously. All are my major subjects so I cant just let it be, or else there will be no 2nd chance. So, for the sake of the 3 damn papers, i have to do it.

Now its been 6am, the moment when people start their new life in the dawn, but its time for me to go bed. So, hope my hard work will be paid off. Time to bed already, good morning everyone ^^...

Recently I have a few question pop up in my mind:
Rather Dark or Light?
Rather Day or Night?
Rather Pain or Gain?
Rather Sweet or Bitter?
Rather Hard-work or go-Lucky?

for me, i would choose dark also light; Day also Night; get pain before gain; Bitter before sweet; go lucky then hard work.

But something indeed a truth also not a myth: What you plant will eventually fruits what you want, but how much will the fruits be depends how much effort you put for the plant. Also, be wise using time, effort, space, hard work during up keeping the plant. When time comes, you will get unexpected fruit that will be your ultimate satisfaction.

Recently, i rather study in the moment when people sleeping in the cool night. A great feeling indeed although I have lost my routine resting time, but that moment is my strongest determination to get moving on with my revision. Ive conducted an experiment regarding this study method, and it succeed so it means that Ive somehow found part of my effective revision study skill. So, maybe you can try it...

Nothing to write also, just crap around, keep awake the whole night till now, perhaps i should move on, so good day then^^

Sunday, a miserable day for me since the ever early morning. When reaching the dusk, Ive realized that I missed out something, although it is not an important thing but I would think "am i really getting younger version of Alzheimer?"

A miserable day dare not to be forgotten, as I would think...

are people really need to aim high in order to achieve something?
A good Samaritan would hide a venomous dagger at his back?
Did our nose placed a higher position than our eyes?

OR

People who aim low would not get upgraded.
Venomous dagger just for protection.
Sometimes we look upon the sky, that should be the way they are.

But somehow, those questions kept turning me upside down. Indeed, there are various kind of people, just to face it, think about it, toss the damnation and keep the good one.

In the mean time, suddenly thought about a movie that bared in my mind for some time. I knew this movie is quite well known for its simple story, probably you heard it, and you have to watch it. It is the "The Boy In the Striped Pajamas".


Story is simple like ABC, talking about a boy whos father is a soldier under the servant to Hitler era. This movie also talks about the hatreds of Hitler to Jews. The Hitler thinking is so strong that would get a person brain washed just in the mean time. A boy, Bruno, son of the soldier, moved to a new place and explored a kid named Scheuml. Cruel war scene and brutal killing parts are not shown in this movie but using the other way to show how cruel would the war is during WW II. I was surprised that the director of the movie would use such a way to express the war scene through this picture. I will recommend this movie, it would be bored as well but worth a watch ^^

It has been a free day after a whole busy session with Pesta Tanglung which was just happened on last week. Today, me whom a freeman spent the whole day doing room chores, washing multistory high clothes and also arranged my stuffs that split the whole study table. Actually, nothing special much, but bought myself a packet of rice and suddenly would like to had a movie as I was having my lunch. And, probably when time came, I watched 7 Pounds.

It sounds good when I heard my friend gave a good comment regarding this movie. Somehow I forgot the synopsis of the movie, and also what was it about. But still, I would be glad to watch it on my laptop.

The movie eventually started well and really caught my attention. And I really didn’t know what would the story happened next. It really caught my attention, perhaps I like this kind of plot. So, I watched it, till the very end. One word I would like to say “Astonishing well done”…

Maybe you would feel bored watching this kind of movie, but to me, it is some kind like the things that happened in reality. Perhaps we couldn’t do as well as Ben Thomas did. But, the movie no need to show us “why this, why that, and so like this so like that” stuffs, but while you are watching it, you will know what I mean. This movie started from the finishing line and ends in the beginning line. So, this is an interesting plot, and I think this kind of plot will make you think again, and again to figure what had happened and what is going to happen.

Ben Thomas, would probably like the great guy as I saw in 没有玫瑰的花店（薔薇のない花や）which is a Jdorama. (Hope that I dint spell it wrongly). Hmm…I wouldn’t spend much time praising how much credits I would give to that movie, I would advise you just watch it and you will get what I meant. I like Will Smith ever in that movie, comparing to Men in Black? LOLz…maybe~

A quiet afternoon for me spending all the time in room just to watch that movie I mentioned about. Time to think by using brain and heart, also do well for yourself and for tomorrow. That’s all folks, good day^^

After 3 days of non stop working, finally today I managed to finished most of my tasks and can rest for enough today. Working hard on those 3 days really cause me exhausted enough, and I really gave my best to it and hope all the things we've done will be paid off. Nothing should be mentioned more on what tasks im handling now, surely is PT thingys. Besides that, I needed to spend time to complete my course's assignments. Its like a person handling 2 stuffs, one was the booklet thingys and another was the lab report. Although I have 2 partners worked well with the booklet whom were Pei Chyn and Mun Hui (I salute them~!) with my insanity spent almost of the time doing the booklet. We did the task from the dusk till the dawn. Waking up in tension mood, just recalled that "time to go, if not, things wont get done..." Probably it was the hardest time for us, but now completing it we felt more relief than ever... deeply, really thanks to them, without them...i think im still take it as a burden as well...

Just watched "Okuribito", a Japanese movie which describe about someone's "departure". Also a movie that i wanted to watch since many of my friends recommended it. And now I just have the mood to watch it. So far, Im just amazed by the movie with less conversation but the body language really made this movie alive. You could feel it, I remembered the most emotional scene was the son seeing his mother being sent away in the "casket burning" room. Maybe its just a movie, some are fake...but i think this is the fact that you will feel when it really happened to you. Maybe even regret also useless by that time...

I fond to watch only Jdorama, its not because i have a huge interest for the Japanese Culture nor Idols. But their movie or even drama series really make something astonish out of the ordinary one especially the story, the value of life, the wisdom of life, the bond between people. Most of the time, we tend to forget the most important things in our life, also forget what we really want from the beginning. I think we keep heading forward, keep thrust to the front and just see how far we need to achieve our destination, but we always forget that how far we have gone, and did we took the wrong road. It will be further and further from what we are in the beginning. Sometimes, just stop your pace, and see whats around you, and decide to keep forward or even backward....

It rained from the evening till now and still the rain havent stopped yet. A quiet surroundings as it is the start of the Raya holidays. Less conversation can be heard from my room, less people to talk with now... Most of my tasks were completed, and i think it is the time to start my revision since i was away from class for quite a time now. Have to kickstart or else, i think its hard to achieve what i wanted to achieve at first...

Before i ended here, i would like to emphasize that we need friends when we alone, friends help us but just don't forget to repay their goods when they ask for...

Good day then~^^

Currently listening to Okuribito's OST

Its 555am now, its the time when people wake up and time for me to go bed. Im not purposely to stay awake whole night for entertainment but for assignment. It is a busy week for me. I have 3 assignments on progress which needs to pass up on Thursday and Friday. By the way, Ive been rushing for the PT stuffs till I dont have time to slow down my pace. Maybe its my fault, my failure in time managing. So, i just can stay up whole night and make wise of the time to "catalyze" my task. Nothing to be proud of...

Ive been forgetful lately, and I keep moving forward and most of the time I lost concentration. Something just very simple but i took it too seriously and too anxiously regarding every task I get. Hope that everything will go well, hopefully no mistakes caused by me, and also I need to catch up my study.

Nothing to say actually, just have the thoughts would be posted up here. Just saw the beautiful cresent moon in the early morning through window, by slow pace, the dark sky lighten up with violet-soft red color gradient color morning. Heard the birds keep tweeting around, cold fresh air surround me, and its time for me to bed.


Goodnight ^^

HOLA! Its me again, kinda sorry for the late show up after entering to a new sem in the uni life. It has been the 6th week in uni now and without i realize it, Ive been busy all the time no matter in handling the program im joining now or even studies. This sem is totally a new experience for me as I have to manage my time well in handling the program i join and also my revision time.

Now I keen to stay at room, sometimes sitting in front of the desk then taking out a no-matter-what-book that appropriates with my major and just flips through it. And I keen to sleep more as I'm easily tired as well. I tried to study hard to face any obstacles, but somehow... managing a program is a matter and study or revision is another matter. I realize that time is beneath our side, means we grab time all the time but just that the time like sand keep flowing out if we didnt grab it hard. And we never think back that we have lost more sands than the amount we grabbed in hand.

This sem eventually is one of my favorite sem after my first year in uni. I realize i managed to know my weakpoint and strong point in such way. I realize what i like and also what else i need to learn more in order to achieve better. One of my favorite subject is -Laboratory. It is just a simple mechanical experiments which we studied before in books or even taught by teacher. But when going through the experiments, i realize that the theoretical measurement or value and the reality one are totally not the same. "WHY..." I like the part when we brain storming after completing the experiment and started to think the factor of causing such difference of the value that we got through the experiment. I learn many from it, and realized that what we knew from book is not enough even we studied it before BUT we wont know how it meant to be if we dont studied from book. So, if we read up something PLUS we applied it, practice it...then it will generate a great knowledge.

Now I wonder I suddenly have such mood to blog. Maybe because I managed to get what I need for now and felt a bit relief. I started to realize that time is precious, so I also realize that we need something to transport us from a place to another. But we have shorten the interval period as short as possible. Then it will let you have more time to continue your next task.

For now, I realize that something about me or maybe appropriate with you as well...

• Friends are important while you are alone, but remember how to choose a good friend.

• Always realize there is a mirror showing YOU around you, the mirror are your friends. Always think back the praise or criticism from your friends.

• Dont forget your love ones, family, lovers, friends...

• What you plant will fruit what you want. How much fruits you want depends on you...

• Always appreciate the aids from friends or family, a simple "thank you" actually will let him/her felt grateful.

• Try hard because you wont know what will the consequences be.

Those are some quotes that bear in my mind now. It might be something normal or routine for you. But a small action will make a small difference. Be grateful what you own now, because you wont know until you have lost it.

Thats for all then, good day^^

It is one of my wish...

I have thought of it again and again...

I know I can do it, but... it obstruct me to do so...

I am so confuse to do it, I don't know can it be or cant...

Finally today I search the truth myself, finally... I can donate blood like others...^^


Only half an hour, my wish had been granted which has been lasted for years... I felt happy, and glad of course satisfy with myself^^. It is not because I'm afraid to go for blood donation, but because of my gene traits...so I am always too hesitate about it whether I can donate blood or not but until just now, I know my body in well condition and managed to let my blood out, feeling very satisfy with my body...

I don't find out by donating blood brings any cons, or should i say it only brings benefits to us. Maybe it is a mental thinking, by donating blood i felt fresh today... but then a good rest is a must to do so after the donation, to let your body "refresh" to normal condition. I wonder if you can "accidentally" doing something to break your daily routine, like suddenly by spending 30 minutes go for blood donation in any day you dint expect , maybe you will know what i feel... -the day will not be the same.

Time to keep our body well, think again... you are nothing if you don't have a healthy body.

Good day then^^

Indeed, tired isnt nice to us,especially to me...the tired i mean now is some kind of mentally tired. Actually today i didnt make myself exhausted much, but during the afternoon, I just felt that my mental was drastically become so weak, perhaps i should name it sleepy, tired, and weak. I think I slept late at night and kept woke up late (which I don't like this kind of sleeping style). But it kept happening when I was at my room...hmm...my bed is better than hostel's bed??? LOLz...

Now, to curb the problem, I just need to move a step ahead to get things kick started that is sleep early... Actually ive read an article regarding getting a good sleep at night. Maybe some people can spend whole night didn't sleep but still can so energetic in the next morning but some cannot do so. But if you think that your body and mind not working so well during the day time, it means that you should try to think your time of having meal, what you are going to eat, and also bed time.

Hmm...kinda sleepy now, thats for all...goodnight^^

It is weird when time comes, not very often, not every time, but I would get cold shoulder everytime i try to get to know from you. I dont know what happen actually, Its been a long time we dint keep in touch each other for a long time? Or, have I done something wrong?

Today was the day CLHS held a senior-junior Interaction day since junior is going to prepare to get into their varsities with the lead from seniors. Then in the morning, I went earlier enough to school, and could be fortunately i met her, but since, i got cold shoulder from her,… I wonder –“why”… something is not right afterall… i dont know why and i doubt myself and my mind. I passed over her thinking the “why”… I dont know anything, or really have i made her keep a distance from me? Oh my… im really afraid of cold shoulder from someone i know…

My brain is full of “why, why why…” why like this why like that. By not thinking of it again, i went out for dinner at least i let myself out of the questions temporary. Now kinda tired, and try not to think of it already. Anyway, i will search for the answer… hopefully i will…

Good day then ^^ do a better today for the sake of a better tomorrow…

This time is my first time going far away alone from home exclude Sabah, where did i head to??? Hmm…its Johor, the south part of Peninsular Malaysia. This time i went to Johor was on behalf of the invitation from my coursemate- Kok How, who just went back from Penang to his hometown at Kluang,Johor who keep inviting me over and over… so i just made up my mind going down find him^^ So the main place i went was Kluang which is a small district in Johor and also i went up some places like Ayer Hitam, Yong Peng, JB, Senai, Skudai. Everything began very well until i felt my buttocks kinda pain due to the damn-long-hour bus journey from B’worth to Johor… So, my schedule was mainly arranged like this:-

~1st Day~

645am Reached a place called Ayer Hitam, half an hour away from Kluang swt…

715am Reached Kluang bus terminal by taking taxi which was paid by the bus driver.

830am Meet up Kok How and had our breakfast at Coffee Rail for breakfast, which is famous for its “Roti Peng (Roti Bakar)” and i like the nasi lemak LOLz…

900am Went to Kok How’s house get a good rest~

1100am Go down to JB and passed Kulai, Senai, for almost an hour…swt~ finally City Square would be our stopping point. Had a good walk there and saw…huge, enormous, conceptual building- Malaysia immigration xxx i think lolz…

1200pm Meet Joe at City Square who would be our “tour guide” in JB since he is the JB expertise hehe…

1230pm Omg, Joe brought us to Ground Paragon hotel for a nice stay at JB, what a nice guy T.T and me and Kok How were shocked of his action…thanks Joe ^^

100pm We took our lunch – xio bak pui~ not bad, i like the roasted duck ^^

200pm After that, we hunt down another nice food again – mi hun kuey ~ a soup-type noodle which is like penang kuey teow th’ng la…but i like the minced pork~ pork!!! haha!!!

300pm Go to Joe’s house…

500pm Go down to Skudai and visited UTM~ superbly an engineering University….far away better than UMS LOLz~~~but lack nice view and lanscape as UMS hehe…

530pm Down to Danga Bay, a popular sea view in JB?? hmm….somekind like Gurney Drive…

600pm Back to hotel and get a nice rest…

700pm Had Curry fish head as dinner, not bad, but i hope for more spicy one…^^

900pm Oh yea…my +fav, went to Zon, a duty free shopping complex especially for choc, cigarettes& LIQUOUR!!! haha…

1000pm Ate Wan Tan Mee as supper, i wonder why the mee is spicy, no soy sauce, not even a dark coloured one, it was a bit tasteless for me…but i kinda like the tauke coz while he was makin the dish, he eventually tossed up the mee to ceiling then drop down again everytime to make a single bowl…

1200pm Had a Corona, a good plasma TV show, and goodnight haha…

~2nd Day~

800am Time to wake up and packed our stuffs…

900am Checked out and started our journey to Pasir Gudang there…

1100am Heading to Ayer Hitam and had dua pao as our brunch, which taste not bad, kinda nice actually…

1200pm Time to visit Ayer Hitam pasar petang and also bought some handcrafts and also souvenirs …

100pm Time to go down Yong Peng and had 西刀鱼丸 and 大胡子咖啡。。。

400pm Had a good time visiting Kluang Mall which is the biggest mall in Kluang now…

500pm Great challenging time hiking Bukit Lambak, ( if you got the chance go down Kluang, this is a must go destination if you like outings, and this bukit really more challenging than Bukit Bendera 2-3 times…i bet you gonna had the great time hiking it ^^

700pm Time to back to Layang-layang which is Kok How’s hometown.

1000pm Had a dinner + supper dining in 万里香 and had a 鳖, which was my first time tryin it…Not bad though hehe~XP

1110pm 3 of us loitering around the village and went for star view, and talk talk talk…zzz….

200am Pig time…

~3rd Day~

Aiks regarding 3rd day, I couldnt remember much though LOLz… but something really interesting was the bicycle ride around the “dragon fruit” orchard. It was fun seeing those plants in the orchard and we just rode around it, a great feeling, though we had to paddle hard since the road was kinda steep. Anyway then I took bus again, start my journey again going back to Penang.

Indeed, it was fun then joining friends out there, I saw many things, the cultures, people, behaviour, style, way of communicating in the northern region. Although the place was more or less the same comparing to KL and Sabah, but something flashes my mind, firstly, i knew that there are no so called “far” from a place to another in Penang comparing to Johor. Secondly, I still conclude that Penang food still the best although northern region still have good foods. Thirdly, Penang hawkers centre is one of the safe place to had a meal, you wont worry much about anything but just eat and chit chat there as long as you like.

I got an advice, if you wish to travel, do travel the states in M’sia before going overseas if you cant afford much, Im sure you can gain some outstanding experience, maybe hardly to get a leisure experience but you can feel the way you are and get to know what is what in you, and also… think differently the way you are…

thats all, have a pleasant day^^

Today was so damn excited as I could once again attempt a 6km marathon near Youth Park there during the Malakoff '09 26km Marathon(7/6/09). I wasnt prepared to join the elite 26km run but just 6km run. YEAP...i made a good preparation for it and I was totally ready for that run.

The run took place at Youth Park and it started at 630am so before that Ive woke up at 430am to get myself prepared. So, me and 2 friends of mine reached at the spot around 6am. It was kinda dark actually as the sun haven't risen yet. And yet when 630am and the race was going to kickstart, the sky is still dark, and I feel it would be a great time to start the run. Then...3..2.......1....GO~! I started my run, and run...like Forest Gump, just keep running...

My body felt great at that moment, I felt great to run, and Ive promised myself this would be the first ever run I wouldn't stop down and walk. So, I kept running... constant run and keep up the people in front of me. I had a companion actually, she was running in front of me, along the way...running speed and stamina same as me, i tried to overtake her, and then she overtook me again >.<# haha... but anyway I managed to overtake her before finishing point and.......AH~ almost reached the finishing line and I accelerated to the line. Oh my...glad that I wasnt exausted much, and still ok with it...feeling 100% satisfaction and proud of myself as Ive done what i promised before the race started... This would be the beginning for my running experience and I would like to try the harder coarse, not to get the lead but to attempt my will. Thats all...

I noticed something that, everybody can run, you can run hard, or even you can run however you like. Whether to stop down or keep moving on is depending your will, not your body... You will know what I mean when you get yourself in the race between you and inner self.

Good day~^^

Recently I felt that penang do have some interesting and nice sky comparing to Sabah. I thought Sabah sky is far away better than my hometown but i managed to see the difference and captured some pics. Now, i knew that Penang also have the sky as Sabah^^ take a look, it’s Penang! ^^

The sky was captured in front of Queensbay mall.

“Face up to the heaven…”

Another was captured near Sg. Nibong area.

Four sky crappers-condos along the road to Batu Ferringghi.

Guess what… I WAS ON THE PLANE…to Penang.

Hmm…I tried to capture more interesting pic to make normal things outstanding. Surely, a nice camera will let you capture the best moment you’ll ever had. ^^

WAO~ its been a long time i stayed in the old blog of mine, now its time for me to move into a new 'home' and i named it 'P for papercut'. It was named papercut because ive used this ID since few years ago and felt it kinda simple and nice. And now I announce a new 'home' for my blogs (actually the posts all are just the same as my previous blogs, just imported only XD) upon the nickname i used all these years.

When teacher ask you p for what, just answer her - "P for papercut.".

Today was a bored day for me, as unusual i woke up late which is around 1140am, which was a very very damn very unusual routine for me. When i woke up, i knew today would be a damn boring day as the morning looked so gloomy and hazy. Just hate it...lolz...

I wanted to go out in the afternoon, but no where to go... and lazy, felt sleepy, a bit tired...

I wish I can search something to do while i was online, who knows...the internet speed damn slow...and again causing me sleepy...

I wish i can sms someone, but aih...what the heck...

and i spent 3 hours to take a nap during evening... I felt good after then, I ate lots...i need more endorphin, but still the same, nothing much changed...

I still have plenty of works to be done, I shouldn't procrastinate my task, but seems i need to have more motivation to make me keep moving on. But still... the same old me.

Anyway, tomorrow hope i can wake up earlier and then have a good breakfast, make me a good kick start. My +fav^^

Ok then, goodnight ^^ and good day~^^

Today, the another day for me to sit for the Berunding final test paper. Somehow, i tried hard to give my best for that paper, and also it dint turn me down but I have tried my best after all. No regrets… Then after then my friend called up, calling me for a run at the stadium. And i agreed with him, and both of us later headed to the stadium and ran, (I have no mood to run for even 2 laps but my friend told me that “hmm…lets run for 8 laps”, and i answered “ok…” then i put away that laziness and ran until the final laps).

Phew…luckily my stamina still ok, that i managed to complete the 8 laps. Its been 2 months that i didnt go train for my stamina due to laziness and also bunch of silly assignments >.<# Then we headed for my long waited dinner, haha…vegetarian ^^. During the meal, we had talk lots of things while dining in. Its been a long time that me and him get such a long chat since the busy period along the past few weeks. Then after we went to ODEC, ah…nice place especially during night time with a cold wind blow over you( but too bad the wind is a bit salty and also not so cold T.T) Then we spent some time there, talk talk talk…apa pun talk la until talk till London Bridge la. During that moment, i have lots of flashback and thoughts, and suddenly i felt so calm, maybe i have someone to share my silly stuffs and still he listened to me patiently.

It would be weird right why my title which has the word some’how’ instead of somehow. I suddenly think that this word is appropriate with what had happened today. I would not reluctant to mention my friend’s name whom spent the time with me for the day from evening till night that i mentioned above, his name is my buddy room mate – Kok How. Hmm… he is somekind of a mature person with a tough will that will motivate him to do whatever he wants and also a very hardworking guy whom i impress with his efforts had been put in to learn something. That night we shared lots of things and also experience, and felt lots better during this tension period. Seems friends are best to have in our life, instead of wealthy only.

So, today had been a pleasant day for me since my next paper will be on the coming Wednesday. Although i still have plenty of time but i have to work hard la, or else sure die la…haha…anyway good day everyone ^^

Currently listening to : Snow Patrol - Run

mood: calm, steady, tired, fresh, but hot…

Recently i listen to mandarin songs more than jpop and jrock, i dont know what makes me listen to mandarin songs, but i think the main reason is i know how to read chinese word instead of hiragana. Also some of the reason that I have an intention to collect the old mandarin songs i like so much, so i listen to them quite often recently. Also, maybe my pc contains too much of eng songs, mandarin songs, jpop( no need to say la) so i want to listen all of them and starts to realize their lyrics existence in the songs. Although i listen to jpop much but mostly i have to find the translation for the lyrics. Maybe recently i use TTPlayer much so i able to find lyrics in an easy way ^^.

I realize some songs which are not so popular are meaningful for their lyrics. Many of the popular songs although nice melody but carry meaningless lyrics. This same as jpop and jrock, but not meant to all of the songs la XD. Nice songs, i keep, lame songs, very sorry la XP…

I wonder what would my life be without music. I tested myself before during my training for the National Service, that moment I very seldom contacted with music, so… i think it would be no harm for me. But then, i think that listen to music is a leisure relaxation for me, although i used my laptop and my lovely headset to listen songs only… Dive into the songs, and feel the songs, thats the point of being relax ^^

In this world, music dominates this 21st century especially when the music industries grows huge recently because of many many media that can play music everywhere you are and even where ever you are. So, have you wondered if you can listen all songs around the world, it would be a great success if you can do that. But i think, it is almost impossible… We probably cant listen all the songs we want to, but we can select the one we like and let them be part of our life, thats my point of view for enjoying the music. You like the music, and the fact is you like it, and no one can deny it. Just listen to the correct songs, and im sure it will make your life better and colorful^^

Hmm…craps here LOLz…~ anyway makes today better to get for the best for tomorrow ^^

Currently listening to : 新興宗教楽団NoGoD - あの日の空は極彩で

mood: relax, fresh mind, light mood, steady.

Lately i felt the need to blog, i don't know why, maybe I'm starting to know myself better that i shouldn't be that lazy and also being a time wiser, also being someone who doesn't procrastinate.

Few days left before reaching 1st & 2nd of April which is the date I'm afraid the most because it will be the days for my assignment submission period. Until now, i just completed almost 65% of my overall assignments. And now its already 28-03-09. And yet i still have some activity to join, hmm…

I try to sleep just enough, use the shortest time to do a thing in effective way. Not to waste any minute even seconds. Eat more, just the way to get some ‘leisure relaxation’ for me. ‘ Yam cha’ recently already be my favourite past time to share thoughts with friends, talk with friends in a relaxing state. What a leisure relaxation…

Yesterday while I was singing a song, suddenly i wish to quote something bear in my mind during my singing…

没有学问，啊。。。无脸见爹娘。

I think i quote from an old song that we used to sing during our childhood. Try to think im sure you knew what song that i meant. Anyway, that sentence became clearer in my mind, so i was stunned by a second, and think what is that sentence about. I think i have thought something…although it is just a simple sentence, but most of the time, we forgot the simplest things that we used to be…

Tonight is the night of 60 Earth Hour, at 830pm, lasts for an hour, for me, i will shut down my pc…and let the earth enjoy the peace for being ‘a lower electric energetic state’. Im not sure whether my university will join this campaign but I just do what i can do. Hope i will not forget that earth hour.

We are human, today we may be a good person, tomorrow we might be a bad man. Today we can be lazy, but will be a enthusiasm person in everything in the next day. What type are you depends on what you think of what you want to be. No one knows what you want to be, no one knows what are you the next day. You are the sign board, only the signboard assigned by you will drive you to the destination where you want to be.

You conclude yourself, i have no idea at all…^^ yet today is a great day to begin with^^

Currently listening to ガゼット - Without a Trace

mood: energetic, happy, glad, cheerful…^^

Recently im really tired like hell, its not because of a bunch of books needed to study at once, but the lack of time managing my stuffs, such as arranging meeting for assignments, and also some time needed to do my homework. But mostly the most difficult part is meeting for completing a certain task.

I think it was the day before yesterday, i was totally exhausted and hmm…ive slept for 20 hours for that day, but not continuously la… and then the next day indeed energetic but my energy was used in compiling darn programming assignment. I hate that because i don't know much of it, and I have to spend lots of time to understand it and then apply it. It is not hard actually, just that it takes time for me to do that assignment. aih…~

2nd thing is - math quiz, which i don't really take much time to prepare it as I'm kinda lazy to have a kick-start with it although the quiz just takes only 2 chapters. But finally i kick-started already, but maybe im too late to get ready for the quiz as i just started doing the revision at the night before the quiz on the morning after that night. LOLz… so lastly, i ended up a chapter only, and…during the quiz, pathetically, i knew to answer half of the paper only, that is so called stupid la LOLz… (maybe i should see through the next chapter, perhaps i knew how to do it…) anyway, just a reminder for myself not to kick start a task in such 11th hour.

Now, it rains…for me, raining period at evening time gives you a relaxing moment for staying calm at home, then just thinking nothing but just listening to the sound of drops hit every objects on ground. But now its around 630pm, the atmosphere is totally cold, quiet, relaxing moment, but still im thinking of my assignments that haven't settled yet. I want to move on, but in slow pace, really… I was thinking the date of all assignment submission date is going to cut down day by day. And, i know i cant just leave a slow pace for myself. I try to strive hard for everything i grab in my hand. I wont let it be unless i want it to be. So now, im sitting in front of my pc at my room, listening to some songs. Although im kinda sleepy now, but i try to arrange my time using my kokonut. Just hope that tomorrow will be better ^^

So, strive hard for everything so not leave any regrets…~^^

Currently listening to ClearVeil – REBORN (new album) - Iro No Kaketa Sakura

mood: tired, steam, sleepy, miserable, confuse, afraid…

I took some time reading through my previous entries.
I laughed...and felt that.."is that the real me???"
LOLz...
It's like im reading a story, with different chapters of oneself (even i knew its me, but something that im almost forgot)...
Suddenly i felt that, hmm... at least i, myself better than myself from the past...
Anyway, im almost forgot im not alone la, still got friends and family...
I dint mean im lost now but just felt a little bit stupid only...

I just realize that ive been blogging for 3 years already. And it seems almost 4 years already...

Anyway gotta go now, see ya ^^

Sometimes, i felt nothing, i heard nothing, i see nothing, but i can imagine something. It is an ordinary or even routine task for my brain.

Sometimes, i felt that... even im not thinking anything, i would spend the whole day thinking that blank thing.

Sometimes, Im really ok, even my brain is working well, but then my instinct told me that "this is not ok la..."

Sometimes, little changes of yourself may change the whole thing within yourself. It can be good or even bad.

Sometimes, what i wrote here is eventually all bullshit. Because, i know myself more than you do. Because of this, I need to take care myself well before others.

Anyway, this is just my recent thoughts. Nothing to specify much, just that felt a bit confused,anxious,worry bla bla bla...

I wrote this entry now while my brain thinks nothing. But still the wording still came out from my heart but not my brain. Sometimes i felt kinda tired, not because of physically stress but also mentality stress. Im a worker or even follower and i wont be easily stress out, but if you wanna me think this think that, i would surrender... is it my brain spoiled jor???

Everyone in this earth owns their 24 hours time per day, fully utilized without wasting it surely make you a great day. But then...i wondered how much time ive used to make myself more and more??? Something called 'Laziness' found me and followed me, I want to leave it, but...bla bla bla...

I wore a watch lately, just a reminder for myself that time is precious and do let myself be in time for every event or activity but not on time. Watch is sometimes like a pulse, secondary artificial pulse that make you have the sense of time. Although im not having an expensive well known watch but my watch which is analog, "ticks, ticks, ticks," every moment every single minute while in a silent atmosphere makes me think of time still goes by, even you are doing something or even nothing. Watch helps you watch the time, watch helps you lots of things. Watch helps you watch the furious of the rate of the time flow. So, do not underestimate the existence of analog watch ^^ (hmm...this is what i think using my brain...)

I got a story, perhaps next time, i will be here again...so tata~^^

Many people won a situation by mastering self courage and opponent's. Ive been brave today but seemed it isnt what i think about, it is not that easy, instead it is a just a beginning.

"No doubt that i will be able to do that." This quotient remained on my mind since that incident, made myself knew something about courage that will bring out something expected or even unexpected. If u can do it with bravery, of course you can change the consequences. But sometimes, it wont result something you really want.

14/2 seems a special day, since i have lots of surprise even a surprise from myself. It took me several days worrying something on that day even i knew that nothing might happen as well. But then before that day ended, ive put my guts at all cost and made something unexpected. Yeap, ive done it, i felt relief a lot... felt much better than before, maybe the best feeling ever gained... but after a few days oh my... something really unexpected turn out to be my main anxiety...

Even then, i can feel the indifferent atmosphere from her. Seems to be an ignorance, seems to be an avoid, seems to be dislike, and even seems like "better-dont's ". I dont know what to do sometimes, yeap i admit my egoism, but ive tried not to show it so often already. Hmm..perhaps something happened??? I dont know, suddenly i felt that my previous action was totally useless and the worse, causing someone unhappy...i dont know the main reason, but im sure that it is not a good feeling. I admit that i really dislike this kind of feeling, well...this is relationship, if you cant feel it, you arent human.

Ive tried hard to communicate well, but seems a thick wall with a huge gap between us. Oh my... Its been a hard time only for me? I dont know... but sometimes i will find something to get rid of that problem. What can i do now??? Who knows what happened actually??? I hope god knows, and also do bring me some happiness as well... what i want is just a little care, is that really that hard???

Anyway, struggling within myself every moment thinking this and that, dont know what happen actually and also just hope everything will go find, and still im seeking a good way to break the gap, hope i will be ok with it ^^

Time's up...time to go, good day^^

Oh my oh my…its been a busy week, till I had to skip my class to do PAP stuffs. Although my unit had already done the job given in the early time, but then we also have to help other units to complete certain tasks. Indeed it was hard then, really exhausted but sometimes I don't have nothing to do till I was so bored. But anyway I still present whenever I was called up to help out.

Launching day, it was Monday, a special day for us who involved in PAP 09 because it would be the 1^st day of the carnival of PAP. That day actually nothing much I could help there but still it was fun and I actually had my name written by a calligraphy shifu, and met some friends, really fun and I could intro my friends about PAP and also what would be going on for the few days onwards.

The days after PAP launching day were the important PAP roadshow held in every Kampung which would promote the PAP event on Saturday night and also trying to give out more goodies and information to students. Actually, the road shows were kinda bored, firstly it was held at Kg. E but I dint show up there but I went to road shows at I.P. , Kg. CD & AB. I most enjoyed the road shows at Kg. AB, why leh? Because I could meet my roommates and also friends from same faculty. And moreover I joint my PAP friends and had fun there. Oh my…we had lots of fun time there till we won many prizes haha…

Actually the most exhausting moments were the time when PAP night getting nearer. We have to stay whole day in the Chancellor Hall to help other units as well as a multipurpose helper. Friday was tough, but then Saturday also tough as well, but we still got time to relax and watch them rehearse the whole performance ^^. So, overall it wasn't that bad enough for us huhu…^^

The day has come, Saturday (17/1) and we all were busy to finalize our tasks, but weirdo, my unit was the most relax till don't know what to do next. But then… we managed to escape from the hall and hang out at 1B hehe… what did the guys suggest there??? They said wanna have high tea, ohh…actually they wanna give me a bday surprise… hoho&^^ I was so surprise that moment till speechless. Oh my…” thank you all..” this was what I said, lame la me >.<# After that we back to UMS again and it should be time to kickstart the extravaganza night^^

To my surprise, I would be distributing PAP booklets, oh my, I was so glad Ive given that opportunity. And also, the crowd were so long queue till there were 3000+ audiences attended that night. It was an astonish night, full with people, herds of people soaring to uplift the Chinese new year atmosphere, it was so superb till the claps from audience could actually beat down the PA system LOLz…

The night was full of surprise to audience but not to me since I know more or less about the performance keke… But seems audience wouldn't like to stay till midnight and many of them preferred to bed earlier, so before the night officially declared end, audience who lost patience would prefer to go to bed, and this wasn't a good sign after all but then the night was a successful night for all of us ^^

Mad moment had come, the PAP night was over then we had lots lots of pics. To my surprise my bday was the day after the night, a bunch of ‘siao kia’ who same unit with me, countdown the great moment and sang a bday song for me, and I was so surprise and they did it especially on the backstage and everyone knew that I was the one who bday XD oh my…another great moment to me T.T thanks to those ‘siao kia’ once again huhu…

Hmm…that's for all for the whole busy week, and also it was a great moment being with friends at that moment, so… just enjoy the great uni life and also say ‘yes’ to certain things might change the consequence of certain circumstance. So…great day ya^^