P for Papercut.

Its been tough, though fruitful moment for the past 3 days. Nothing special much but just had to spend more time to make my revision in order to face the final exam that will be tested 2 days later. Seems this moment i really spent my precious time sitting at my study table holding a pencil start my revision. Of course it is suffering, even i have to cut down my sleeping time and keep myself awake at night to get more time make my revision move on in a better way. I know this method cant work in longer period due to energy consuming is high, so this few days indeed will get tired easily and also my hungry rate is kinda high.

I think this method suits me well, as I will learn better in the night time. But still, the side effect is getting tired easily. I have no choice but to do this, I will have to sit for exam for 3 days continuously. All are my major subjects so I cant just let it be, or else there will be no 2nd chance. So, for the sake of the 3 damn papers, i have to do it.

Now its been 6am, the moment when people start their new life in the dawn, but its time for me to go bed. So, hope my hard work will be paid off. Time to bed already, good morning everyone ^^...

Recently I have a few question pop up in my mind:
Rather Dark or Light?
Rather Day or Night?
Rather Pain or Gain?
Rather Sweet or Bitter?
Rather Hard-work or go-Lucky?

for me, i would choose dark also light; Day also Night; get pain before gain; Bitter before sweet; go lucky then hard work.

But something indeed a truth also not a myth: What you plant will eventually fruits what you want, but how much will the fruits be depends how much effort you put for the plant. Also, be wise using time, effort, space, hard work during up keeping the plant. When time comes, you will get unexpected fruit that will be your ultimate satisfaction.

Recently, i rather study in the moment when people sleeping in the cool night. A great feeling indeed although I have lost my routine resting time, but that moment is my strongest determination to get moving on with my revision. Ive conducted an experiment regarding this study method, and it succeed so it means that Ive somehow found part of my effective revision study skill. So, maybe you can try it...

Nothing to write also, just crap around, keep awake the whole night till now, perhaps i should move on, so good day then^^

Sunday, a miserable day for me since the ever early morning. When reaching the dusk, Ive realized that I missed out something, although it is not an important thing but I would think "am i really getting younger version of Alzheimer?"

A miserable day dare not to be forgotten, as I would think...

are people really need to aim high in order to achieve something?
A good Samaritan would hide a venomous dagger at his back?
Did our nose placed a higher position than our eyes?

OR

People who aim low would not get upgraded.
Venomous dagger just for protection.
Sometimes we look upon the sky, that should be the way they are.

But somehow, those questions kept turning me upside down. Indeed, there are various kind of people, just to face it, think about it, toss the damnation and keep the good one.

In the mean time, suddenly thought about a movie that bared in my mind for some time. I knew this movie is quite well known for its simple story, probably you heard it, and you have to watch it. It is the "The Boy In the Striped Pajamas".


Story is simple like ABC, talking about a boy whos father is a soldier under the servant to Hitler era. This movie also talks about the hatreds of Hitler to Jews. The Hitler thinking is so strong that would get a person brain washed just in the mean time. A boy, Bruno, son of the soldier, moved to a new place and explored a kid named Scheuml. Cruel war scene and brutal killing parts are not shown in this movie but using the other way to show how cruel would the war is during WW II. I was surprised that the director of the movie would use such a way to express the war scene through this picture. I will recommend this movie, it would be bored as well but worth a watch ^^

It has been a free day after a whole busy session with Pesta Tanglung which was just happened on last week. Today, me whom a freeman spent the whole day doing room chores, washing multistory high clothes and also arranged my stuffs that split the whole study table. Actually, nothing special much, but bought myself a packet of rice and suddenly would like to had a movie as I was having my lunch. And, probably when time came, I watched 7 Pounds.

It sounds good when I heard my friend gave a good comment regarding this movie. Somehow I forgot the synopsis of the movie, and also what was it about. But still, I would be glad to watch it on my laptop.

The movie eventually started well and really caught my attention. And I really didn’t know what would the story happened next. It really caught my attention, perhaps I like this kind of plot. So, I watched it, till the very end. One word I would like to say “Astonishing well done”…

Maybe you would feel bored watching this kind of movie, but to me, it is some kind like the things that happened in reality. Perhaps we couldn’t do as well as Ben Thomas did. But, the movie no need to show us “why this, why that, and so like this so like that” stuffs, but while you are watching it, you will know what I mean. This movie started from the finishing line and ends in the beginning line. So, this is an interesting plot, and I think this kind of plot will make you think again, and again to figure what had happened and what is going to happen.

Ben Thomas, would probably like the great guy as I saw in 没有玫瑰的花店（薔薇のない花や）which is a Jdorama. (Hope that I dint spell it wrongly). Hmm…I wouldn’t spend much time praising how much credits I would give to that movie, I would advise you just watch it and you will get what I meant. I like Will Smith ever in that movie, comparing to Men in Black? LOLz…maybe~

A quiet afternoon for me spending all the time in room just to watch that movie I mentioned about. Time to think by using brain and heart, also do well for yourself and for tomorrow. That’s all folks, good day^^

After 3 days of non stop working, finally today I managed to finished most of my tasks and can rest for enough today. Working hard on those 3 days really cause me exhausted enough, and I really gave my best to it and hope all the things we've done will be paid off. Nothing should be mentioned more on what tasks im handling now, surely is PT thingys. Besides that, I needed to spend time to complete my course's assignments. Its like a person handling 2 stuffs, one was the booklet thingys and another was the lab report. Although I have 2 partners worked well with the booklet whom were Pei Chyn and Mun Hui (I salute them~!) with my insanity spent almost of the time doing the booklet. We did the task from the dusk till the dawn. Waking up in tension mood, just recalled that "time to go, if not, things wont get done..." Probably it was the hardest time for us, but now completing it we felt more relief than ever... deeply, really thanks to them, without them...i think im still take it as a burden as well...

Just watched "Okuribito", a Japanese movie which describe about someone's "departure". Also a movie that i wanted to watch since many of my friends recommended it. And now I just have the mood to watch it. So far, Im just amazed by the movie with less conversation but the body language really made this movie alive. You could feel it, I remembered the most emotional scene was the son seeing his mother being sent away in the "casket burning" room. Maybe its just a movie, some are fake...but i think this is the fact that you will feel when it really happened to you. Maybe even regret also useless by that time...

I fond to watch only Jdorama, its not because i have a huge interest for the Japanese Culture nor Idols. But their movie or even drama series really make something astonish out of the ordinary one especially the story, the value of life, the wisdom of life, the bond between people. Most of the time, we tend to forget the most important things in our life, also forget what we really want from the beginning. I think we keep heading forward, keep thrust to the front and just see how far we need to achieve our destination, but we always forget that how far we have gone, and did we took the wrong road. It will be further and further from what we are in the beginning. Sometimes, just stop your pace, and see whats around you, and decide to keep forward or even backward....

It rained from the evening till now and still the rain havent stopped yet. A quiet surroundings as it is the start of the Raya holidays. Less conversation can be heard from my room, less people to talk with now... Most of my tasks were completed, and i think it is the time to start my revision since i was away from class for quite a time now. Have to kickstart or else, i think its hard to achieve what i wanted to achieve at first...

Before i ended here, i would like to emphasize that we need friends when we alone, friends help us but just don't forget to repay their goods when they ask for...

Good day then~^^

Currently listening to Okuribito's OST

Its 555am now, its the time when people wake up and time for me to go bed. Im not purposely to stay awake whole night for entertainment but for assignment. It is a busy week for me. I have 3 assignments on progress which needs to pass up on Thursday and Friday. By the way, Ive been rushing for the PT stuffs till I dont have time to slow down my pace. Maybe its my fault, my failure in time managing. So, i just can stay up whole night and make wise of the time to "catalyze" my task. Nothing to be proud of...

Ive been forgetful lately, and I keep moving forward and most of the time I lost concentration. Something just very simple but i took it too seriously and too anxiously regarding every task I get. Hope that everything will go well, hopefully no mistakes caused by me, and also I need to catch up my study.

Nothing to say actually, just have the thoughts would be posted up here. Just saw the beautiful cresent moon in the early morning through window, by slow pace, the dark sky lighten up with violet-soft red color gradient color morning. Heard the birds keep tweeting around, cold fresh air surround me, and its time for me to bed.


Goodnight ^^

HOLA! Its me again, kinda sorry for the late show up after entering to a new sem in the uni life. It has been the 6th week in uni now and without i realize it, Ive been busy all the time no matter in handling the program im joining now or even studies. This sem is totally a new experience for me as I have to manage my time well in handling the program i join and also my revision time.

Now I keen to stay at room, sometimes sitting in front of the desk then taking out a no-matter-what-book that appropriates with my major and just flips through it. And I keen to sleep more as I'm easily tired as well. I tried to study hard to face any obstacles, but somehow... managing a program is a matter and study or revision is another matter. I realize that time is beneath our side, means we grab time all the time but just that the time like sand keep flowing out if we didnt grab it hard. And we never think back that we have lost more sands than the amount we grabbed in hand.

This sem eventually is one of my favorite sem after my first year in uni. I realize i managed to know my weakpoint and strong point in such way. I realize what i like and also what else i need to learn more in order to achieve better. One of my favorite subject is -Laboratory. It is just a simple mechanical experiments which we studied before in books or even taught by teacher. But when going through the experiments, i realize that the theoretical measurement or value and the reality one are totally not the same. "WHY..." I like the part when we brain storming after completing the experiment and started to think the factor of causing such difference of the value that we got through the experiment. I learn many from it, and realized that what we knew from book is not enough even we studied it before BUT we wont know how it meant to be if we dont studied from book. So, if we read up something PLUS we applied it, practice it...then it will generate a great knowledge.

Now I wonder I suddenly have such mood to blog. Maybe because I managed to get what I need for now and felt a bit relief. I started to realize that time is precious, so I also realize that we need something to transport us from a place to another. But we have shorten the interval period as short as possible. Then it will let you have more time to continue your next task.

For now, I realize that something about me or maybe appropriate with you as well...

• Friends are important while you are alone, but remember how to choose a good friend.

• Always realize there is a mirror showing YOU around you, the mirror are your friends. Always think back the praise or criticism from your friends.

• Dont forget your love ones, family, lovers, friends...

• What you plant will fruit what you want. How much fruits you want depends on you...

• Always appreciate the aids from friends or family, a simple "thank you" actually will let him/her felt grateful.

• Try hard because you wont know what will the consequences be.

Those are some quotes that bear in my mind now. It might be something normal or routine for you. But a small action will make a small difference. Be grateful what you own now, because you wont know until you have lost it.

Thats for all then, good day^^