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Today its been a great day for me, espcially i could spend most of the time with my family^^, truely said that i seldom hanging out with my family, because im more likely to love home hehe. So this morning, we went to had breakfast near city there, we took koay teow th'ng. A nice meal since we took it last month...>.<# So later we went home and no longer later we headed on Prangin Mall, we went there because my dad wanted to buy something for himself. So we had Tom Yam there as lunch and we shopped for 3 hours i think. WOW, exhausted...and of course kinda fun also^^. So later we went home again to have home made meal of course ^^.

So, later they went out again, but this time I would stay at home doing my own stuff. So, its my world again, opening loud volume for my lovely songs and of course, enjoy myself^^. But something unfortunate happened- my pc was restarted ion a sudden. I was so shocked just now, because i didnt come across this error quite a long time. But nevermind as I thought it would be a problem to open BT for a long time. So i just leave it, but then, my wins XP was restarted twice the time, then i felt curious about it. Then... when i checked for the problem, it really became a problem indeed- it kept restarting again and again, and I felt it didnt work fine, so I spent most of the time back-up-ing my files and also songs and dramas. Spending much of the time doing those stuffs made my didnt have the dare to surf the net to avoid the wins from restarting, and caused me a lot of unconvinient. So....all went fine also hehe...all were back-up-ed already^^

So it seemed a pretty fine day for me ...so hows yours?? Hope you can have a great day...^0^

Today was a big day for me as today was a tuition-free day, and of course I went back to my sunday school, hm...a bit disappointed and also quite surprise. But after being there an hour, I had to go to Gurney Plaza for movie, World Trade Centre. It's totally tested my patient for a new movie because i could get the seats for the movie for free hehe. Then going for the movie, and who knows, IT WAS A GREAT ONE....so touching in the end, and i rather like the plot of the story. Then when we finished our movie, we had some acrade games with 3 of my friends, and we had a great time there , and it was the time we went for lunch, and while we're heading to take our vehicle, a heavy downpour came. T.T but we had to wait for the rain to stop, then as the downpour became smaller, then we headed to our destination, who knows it became heavier and heavier, but we had not chance but to get there as soon as possible.

So and so, we went to Penang road, the massive people-vehicle congestions almost caused us wont have the chance to look around but to pay more attention on the road. So we stoped our vehicle on the road side and started to find something to fill in our stomach. So finally we had our lunch at a nasi kandar stall, Kayu...HOLY SHIT>>> damn expensive than others....erm..im sure you got what i meant, its totally cut your throat into several pieces... ah....TxT aih... but nvm, at least i know the popular stall are mostly cut throat hehe... so after a meal, back to home...

it's a fun day and of course a tiring day for me, but it's been a long time that I didnt enjoy it that much, although it was quite money & time wasting, but at least i would have the chance hanging out with my friends...so what again??? hope you guys have a great day^^ and forever~~

btw~ i've downloaded much albums, and IM SO HAPPY ^&^

Today was Saturday and of course it was also a schooling day, but today i supposed feeling not willing to go to school, but going to school brought me something new. That was I found something special also^^...on what i got was a secret hehe. And then, today went for a hair cut, who knows, I think I had a nice hair cut and I received praisings from my sister and of course my mother^^. Hope it will be great after waxing it...then, just now i tried downloading some songs from the forum using Megaupload, in fact im not really like MU because it was sorta annoying and it requires you to install its toolbar to enable you to download file from their server. So, all the way i didnt download it, but just now I could download it, WOOT...so surprisingly, and the download rate was fast^^, so today I managed to download some great albums that i've waited for a long time...oh gosh...this was so greatz...as I enjoyed listening songs much than ever... So dont you agree that?? As well as surfing for forum is good also, as it is a great sourceful place for everything. So, i was having a great day, and of course the next day i will be going for a great movie, so called "WTC", so...just as usual also, have a nice day^^

First thing first... YEAZZZZZZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I never such delightful before since undergoing almost a week depression, I dont know the main cause but Im alright now, because I have found something precious to me last time and also now. I found a forum Z-D forum^^ a totally a community for jpop, kpop, and cpop lovers to know more about the album releases and also the only that make ease for the members to download the songs. I worked so hard finding my beloved jpops, and finally I found one of them,ahh...i felt so relief now. The forum was down in the past February i think due to excess web storage bandiwidth and cause the forum had to pay lots for the huge bandiwidth, but now i think it's reopen again...wao!! that's so so so cool again. Finally can download great songs easily again^^

And something else, today i went to buy a racket for myself, although all rackets seems expensive, but the quality depends on the price of the product. Like last time I bought a cheap one for myself and only a shot, - it's broken. LOLz... so i spent almost hundred for the racket and just hope it can last long, and not easily spoilt.

Today was quite a busy day for me, I rode motor all the time this day. From morning went out then afternoon then went for soccer, all i have to do was driving a long distance to reach my destiny, that's all. But it was kinda fun as i can enjoy the joyful ride but i didnt speed though...^^ So seldom studied for today, although today is a holiday for me...but...nevermind...but also concern about my schoolwork as the final year exam is just around the corner and i havent prepared much about it, and of course i will easily get doom..."delay..." always bear in my mind and i think it should be erased AQAP!!... because of this type of thinking, it will cause me a lot of problems for my studies and also part of my life time... oh my...i craps lot today...ok just for today and wish good luck to you all^^ KITA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I've felt quite depressed lately, just because not my school work but i just have a feeling that something or some part is disappearing in my life, im not sure what did happen to me, but i feel so unnatural lately. Hmm...just maybe after ive watched a jdorama so called "densha otoko (train man)". I love the series much because it happened just like me last time. But I love the story because it is indeed like a fairy tale in the reality world, it is hard to admit that it wont happen in daily life but sometimes we will find a hard time to find a suitable life-time partner. S

Sometimes I felt upset, but i dont know why, and sometimes i felt something is empty inside me. Ive almost done everything to cover it up, but its still the same thing. But something really obvious to me is that everytime I enjoyed watching the series, I was indeed enjoyed it, but after watching it...i felt sadly, maybe i just also want to be like him lolz...just because im also still single though. But ive tried to make my life as interesting as possible. But seems that im going to miss that series because it only left 1 episode that i havent watched...seems that i really dont want to watch it because i dont want it just ends like that. Am i a -ve thinker or just +ve thinker apart this matter??? Im also not sure. But seems that I have to end it soon because the longer i postpone for watching the series, the more anxious i am. So.....

ok..that's all for today, just felt free only to post something...all right have a good day then ^^

A normal day for me of course, but today seems a little bit special, today after going for tuition class then i straightly went back home instead of going somewhere else. Hmm... its the first time for me to go home such early. Then, first thing first, EAT!!! I was so starving that moment that I could take 2 times the meal that moment. Then I went for my essay writing and took a nap of course. And then went to my grandma's house. But after that , me and my family went for dinner, and the moment we had our dinner, we walked to the car park. What made me curious was the moment I saw 3 persons who are "visionless" and had the difficulties to cross along the road, they really cross the road with sticks with them, and 3 of them were helping each other and cover each other to make it to the opposite road bank. Their determination to cross the road was so strong and attract my attention. A motor with high speed passed by and they sensed it and they step backward for safety. Then they continue to make their way to opposite site. My mother saw it and told me to give them a hand, I was in hesitation and answered my mom " ah? er...ok" I wanted to go to help them and once i move some steps toward them, they managed to cross the road safely. I felt relief they crossed the road, but something suddenly pop-up in my mind. I was thinking that why i was in hesitation in the moment i want to give aid to other people??? Am i dont have the will to help??? or Am i to coward to move forward to give people a hand??? OR am i too unconfidence to help???...Many questions suddenly pop-up in my mind and I just cant have the way to answer those enquiries. But what really remind me always is "take care of our eyes as its the only vision we have, once loss it, we will live in dark". This quote always remind me to take care of my eyes as I get through some though days few years ago as i have some tiny problem about my eye. But as a conclusion, I wont be in hesitation next time when people need help or they didnt mention also. And Im willing to help out if there who needs help from me. Thanks...and take care^^

There arent much things surprised me lately, but just something made me very frustrated recently. Firstly, I failed in my motorcycle test which made me need to take a retest, and as a consequence I have to be in that same place again which i dislike much. Then, secondly my school works. It has been a few months since i entered the form 6 which is a whole new schooling environment, the main things that really makes me frustrated is about my enquiry about learning to be a better mine. But I got the idea on how to proceed it but Im lack of determination to continue what ive planned to do as i planned. Thirdly, the school donations thingys. It really made me crazy recently as I need to go out myself to collect the fund, darn it. It was quite a time wasting and of course a way of energy wasting. Im not saying it was a bad things or it was a bad task that we've taken but in fact it was quite hard for is to reach the "quota" that we need to. Conversely, if can I would really put some money in it and just hand it to the school authority. But, it really exhausting doing this stuffs indeed. Whatever... darn it I wrote this... damn so unsatisfied with these piss thingys...