P for Papercut.

Probably you will find that what im saying now kinda weird, but i just don't know have the idea to guide me to write about myself- perhaps a bit specify- my feelings... LOLz, perhaps i just can laugh out loudly for now, but not later... Hmm...where should I start my story??? I think i don have the need to be a story teller, just felt that lately im losing myself...

Be specify, you can see im smiling, laughing, enjoying... but when im alone, im kinda upset. I know the reason, but just kept it secretly... And im losing a routine activity lately, and it makes me kinda hectic, and sometimes... i cant concentrate though...

Probably an odd feeling though...

...what i do, what i say and what i think the name of my every actions in front of the noun I should add a substituent named 'mis'...

HHmm...sometimes I just dont understand myself, i keen to be a procrastinate person since this year. I cant manage to complete even a single task given, say truthfully... its kinda pathetic, im tryin to curb my silly procrastinate thingys, but I just redundant to do it... AHHH...help me...

This kind of life really is not the real me, help me... im drowning...

Erm...just thinking of something actually... nothing special though...at least felt relief for now...

*currently listening to Jacky Cheung- 心如刀割

Ok, it was the sunday early morning and I was concious around 515am, and ready for the ultimate run with my new shoe keke. Then after fetching my friend, we departed the destination around 630am, and stayed there like a nooby for an hour and then the race havent started yet swt...but to delayed the starting time.... but then "PANG (gun shots)" then the race started....

I was running smoothly and constantly...kinda great feeling though. Then, kept running, kept running. I tried to maintain my running speed and my breathing, and tried to run, run run, never stop....YEAP, i made it, along the whole journey i only stopped 4 times keke...it was not bad liao actually keke... and somemore, I wasnt exhausted but my leg muscles damn pain maybe due to some extreme exercise few days ago T.T but nvm d...its ok d ler...and I managed to complete the course around 22-30 minutes ler...keke, neeed to try hard next time keke...

That's all, my passion to run, to test my determination, to test my endurance from becoming an easier-getting-loser person, and also to test my will power to conquer something.

So, run is for health but NOT run away from problems because it was only for noob only, and also, do not procrastinate to do something...it will destroy you...and you...and you........only...keke.... Good day then~

Ok, its a wonderful Saturday morning, i had a great kickstart of course and then I had my breakfast, then it was the time to go out again, for what leh? Hmmm... to redeem my T-shirts for the next day's marathon and of course to get myself a pair of nice running shoe. I have been wanted to buy myself a new shoe for running since the day I bought a rm12 shoe which also not bad but also not the best one accompanied my running mostly everytime. And I think it is the time I need to purchase a new pair of shoe and let the old one "retire" hehe...

So then I went to PM, after redeeming my shirts with my friends, then head to some shops to ask for some great shoes, shocking me, a pair of good running shoe at least cost you a purple-bluish-$$$. Hmm... but then those shoes were too expensive for me, but then when i got into a shop and a salesgirl intro me a pair of shoe, which was Nike, but kinda cheap la, cost around 100+ and .............. I bought it LOLz...when i got home, i looked at it and it looked great to me, but I have a thought that maybe it will be fake or original one, so I took a search on net, Hmmm....it was a fruitless search actually, you know why???? Because the design couldnt be found in the official website nor the shopping list. But maybe its 1/2 ori 1/2 fake LOLz....coz nike got no additional design on its product but mine one had. But its fine to me...as long as it was a great one.

SO, should I need to be prudent, frugal and provident??? I don know, I just think it was worth it for me, as it would last longer ( and i also hope it will)... ^^~