I mean it...

Sunday, September 20, 2009 at 7:27 PM
After 3 days of non stop working, finally today I managed to finished most of my tasks and can rest for enough today. Working hard on those 3 days really cause me exhausted enough, and I really gave my best to it and hope all the things we've done will be paid off. Nothing should be mentioned more on what tasks im handling now, surely is PT thingys. Besides that, I needed to spend time to complete my course's assignments. Its like a person handling 2 stuffs, one was the booklet thingys and another was the lab report. Although I have 2 partners worked well with the booklet whom were Pei Chyn and Mun Hui (I salute them~!) with my insanity spent almost of the time doing the booklet. We did the task from the dusk till the dawn. Waking up in tension mood, just recalled that "time to go, if not, things wont get done..." Probably it was the hardest time for us, but now completing it we felt more relief than ever... deeply, really thanks to them, without them...i think im still take it as a burden as well...

Just watched "Okuribito", a Japanese movie which describe about someone's "departure". Also a movie that i wanted to watch since many of my friends recommended it. And now I just have the mood to watch it. So far, Im just amazed by the movie with less conversation but the body language really made this movie alive. You could feel it, I remembered the most emotional scene was the son seeing his mother being sent away in the "casket burning" room. Maybe its just a movie, some are fake...but i think this is the fact that you will feel when it really happened to you. Maybe even regret also useless by that time...

I fond to watch only Jdorama, its not because i have a huge interest for the Japanese Culture nor Idols. But their movie or even drama series really make something astonish out of the ordinary one especially the story, the value of life, the wisdom of life, the bond between people. Most of the time, we tend to forget the most important things in our life, also forget what we really want from the beginning. I think we keep heading forward, keep thrust to the front and just see how far we need to achieve our destination, but we always forget that how far we have gone, and did we took the wrong road. It will be further and further from what we are in the beginning. Sometimes, just stop your pace, and see whats around you, and decide to keep forward or even backward....

It rained from the evening till now and still the rain havent stopped yet. A quiet surroundings as it is the start of the Raya holidays. Less conversation can be heard from my room, less people to talk with now... Most of my tasks were completed, and i think it is the time to start my revision since i was away from class for quite a time now. Have to kickstart or else, i think its hard to achieve what i wanted to achieve at first...

Before i ended here, i would like to emphasize that we need friends when we alone, friends help us but just don't forget to repay their goods when they ask for...

Good day then~^^

Currently listening to Okuribito's OST

Upside dOWN

Wednesday, September 16, 2009 at 5:55 AM
Its 555am now, its the time when people wake up and time for me to go bed. Im not purposely to stay awake whole night for entertainment but for assignment. It is a busy week for me. I have 3 assignments on progress which needs to pass up on Thursday and Friday. By the way, Ive been rushing for the PT stuffs till I dont have time to slow down my pace. Maybe its my fault, my failure in time managing. So, i just can stay up whole night and make wise of the time to "catalyze" my task. Nothing to be proud of...

Ive been forgetful lately, and I keep moving forward and most of the time I lost concentration. Something just very simple but i took it too seriously and too anxiously regarding every task I get. Hope that everything will go well, hopefully no mistakes caused by me, and also I need to catch up my study.

Nothing to say actually, just have the thoughts would be posted up here. Just saw the beautiful cresent moon in the early morning through window, by slow pace, the dark sky lighten up with violet-soft red color gradient color morning. Heard the birds keep tweeting around, cold fresh air surround me, and its time for me to bed.


Goodnight ^^

A sudden thoughts...

Saturday, September 5, 2009 at 10:14 PM
HOLA! Its me again, kinda sorry for the late show up after entering to a new sem in the uni life. It has been the 6th week in uni now and without i realize it, Ive been busy all the time no matter in handling the program im joining now or even studies. This sem is totally a new experience for me as I have to manage my time well in handling the program i join and also my revision time.

Now I keen to stay at room, sometimes sitting in front of the desk then taking out a no-matter-what-book that appropriates with my major and just flips through it. And I keen to sleep more as I'm easily tired as well. I tried to study hard to face any obstacles, but somehow... managing a program is a matter and study or revision is another matter. I realize that time is beneath our side, means we grab time all the time but just that the time like sand keep flowing out if we didnt grab it hard. And we never think back that we have lost more sands than the amount we grabbed in hand.

This sem eventually is one of my favorite sem after my first year in uni. I realize i managed to know my weakpoint and strong point in such way. I realize what i like and also what else i need to learn more in order to achieve better. One of my favorite subject is -Laboratory. It is just a simple mechanical experiments which we studied before in books or even taught by teacher. But when going through the experiments, i realize that the theoretical measurement or value and the reality one are totally not the same. "WHY..." I like the part when we brain storming after completing the experiment and started to think the factor of causing such difference of the value that we got through the experiment. I learn many from it, and realized that what we knew from book is not enough even we studied it before BUT we wont know how it meant to be if we dont studied from book. So, if we read up something PLUS we applied it, practice it...then it will generate a great knowledge.

Now I wonder I suddenly have such mood to blog. Maybe because I managed to get what I need for now and felt a bit relief. I started to realize that time is precious, so I also realize that we need something to transport us from a place to another. But we have shorten the interval period as short as possible. Then it will let you have more time to continue your next task.

For now, I realize that something about me or maybe appropriate with you as well...
  • Friends are important while you are alone, but remember how to choose a good friend.

  • Always realize there is a mirror showing YOU around you, the mirror are your friends. Always think back the praise or criticism from your friends.

  • Dont forget your love ones, family, lovers, friends...

  • What you plant will fruit what you want. How much fruits you want depends on you...

  • Always appreciate the aids from friends or family, a simple "thank you" actually will let him/her felt grateful.

  • Try hard because you wont know what will the consequences be.


Those are some quotes that bear in my mind now. It might be something normal or routine for you. But a small action will make a small difference. Be grateful what you own now, because you wont know until you have lost it.

Thats for all then, good day^^

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