P for Papercut.

Appreciation
A simple expression on how you put gratitude on something you received
Not a skillful expression to learn,
nor an artificial expression of human
It's a thankfulness towards what received.

For me
I appreciate toward
relationships, environment, music, myself & matters I encountered
I appreciate and respect
my family, friends, song artistes and composers, mother nature, and my body
Somehow, sometimes,
we might forget a simple sense of appreciation in part of life.

As an offerer received none appreciation,
a sense of sadness, melancholic thoughts,
arose together with self-thought-pathetic-reality,
value of offerings colossally tumbled from cold shoulders
None noticed the pathetic scene, just the one who offered the most

A simple happening,
myself as an offerer realized how appreciation related through people and matters
Consciously knowing that how appreciation related to mind and soul
Will there be second chance for same offerings?
Maybe... no

thought for this moment
Maybe... yes
if I would like to have a second attempt.


Yet, I believe offerings is the best way we can serve to others.


I believe the more we appreciate, existence of the appreciated will be more meaningful.

Raining
a word often inspired me much about writing an entry about it
Sometimes like it
Sometimes just hate it

Most of the time like it
when
feeling a sense of relaxation
pouring sound washes all the frustration
breeze purifies the dusty air

But dislike it
when
often make me stuck at outdoor
cause laziness among myself

the rain makes me feel easier 

sometimes cause me harder time
now,
it just cause me a harder time
because im just sitting around here
listen to the rain hitting the roof top
and numbing my senses.

and that's a pathetic rain for the moment