一分与一分

Thursday, December 30, 2010 at 10:53 PM
一分耕耘,一分收获
什么是真正的耕耘,才有所谓的收获?

所付出的耕耘,又能有如此想像的收获吗?

或者
不用耕耘,就有收获吗?

或者
一切耕耘,并无收获?

或者
耕耘是眼前事,收获只能被期待?

或者
慷慨大方一点,不求取收获。


我相信世间没有所谓的“绝对”与”绝错’,
只在于时间、地方、思想的恰恰配合,所做的一个判断;

我相信1.0的耕耘,就有1.0的收获;

我也相信10.0的耕耘,就有1.0的收获;

我相信1.0的耕耘,就有5.0的收获;

我相信0.0的耕耘,就有0.0的收获;

但我终不相信0.0的耕耘,就有0.1的收获;

我相信是因为发生于我,
不信是因为觉得不可能,
但是,人与人之间,意外收获是预料不到的。

终回一句,
愿重耕耘,不待收获。

5-movies-to-Intro

Tuesday, December 21, 2010 at 10:40 PM
Lately watched several movies, I think those movies entitled a credit for their plot uniqueness, purity of story with the characters fully anticipated in it, and the director who made everything possible. I'm not good in giving reviews on those movies, but if you like those genre, perhaps you can try for it. ^^

The Departed (2006) a remake from well-known HK "Internal Affairs"
21 Grams (2003) starring Sean Penn & Naomi Watts tell how life interact with human relations
13 Tzameti (2006), a french artpiece, black&white scene, story started bored but astonishing declaring the truth behind.
唐山大地震 / 余震 (2010) a film by Feng Xiao Gang, true history, simple yet a must watch.
Unthinkable (2010), an incident tells how far can our moral sense limit us in order to protect something bigger.
 Have a nice day~^^

Experiencing another life

Tuesday, December 14, 2010 at 9:58 PM
It's been days, staying here at Sabah, my second home
Most of my friends went back to their hometown, some just stayed for their own academic purpose
Alone at room, but not in the house;
Somehow it is very calm here, the surroundings is extremely quiet.
Even ticking clock can be heard during bed time.
It is quiet, serenity, seems everyone had asleep such in early hours.
Not in night time, but the whole time...

"What can I do" I say almost everyday morning when I woke up.
"Nah...perhaps I can read some books" a second thought of myself, and
spent some time, it happened, I finished reading a book.
"Superb, meaningful" first thought appeared after going through till the final page of the book and close the cover.

"What to eat huh" A tense thoughts almost pop up figuring for my lunch and dinner
Somehow, laziness beneath me keeps me take the less time cooking the easiest dishes.
As long it fills my stomach.

"Where to do my internships" this thought frequent appear in my mind when I sit in front of pc doing nothing
"Hmm...Sabah, Penang would be ok..." thoughts after thoughts, but my butt still heavy to move myself to search for those companies throughout the area I desired to be.

"Raining...again...ahhh...again" I said when hearing the downpour hitting the house zinc-ceiling, watching out through the window, gloomy sky covers the shiny days. Again... it rains, and sometimes just disappointed and rather spend my time at home.

Although days by days, not much stuffs can be done here, limited nice and cheap foods, entertainments, friends, but just trying to fully utilized the free time, im sure it will be a good experience.

Appreciation

Monday, November 29, 2010 at 3:30 AM
Appreciation
A simple expression on how you put gratitude on something you received
Not a skillful expression to learn,
nor an artificial expression of human
It's a thankfulness towards what received.

For me
I appreciate toward
relationships, environment, music, myself & matters I encountered
I appreciate and respect
my family, friends, song artistes and composers, mother nature, and my body
Somehow, sometimes,
we might forget a simple sense of appreciation in part of life.

As an offerer received none appreciation,
a sense of sadness, melancholic thoughts,
arose together with self-thought-pathetic-reality,
value of offerings colossally tumbled from cold shoulders
None noticed the pathetic scene, just the one who offered the most

A simple happening,
myself as an offerer realized how appreciation related through people and matters
Consciously knowing that how appreciation related to mind and soul
Will there be second chance for same offerings?
Maybe... no
thought for this moment
Maybe... yes
if I would like to have a second attempt.


Yet, I believe offerings is the best way we can serve to others.


I believe the more we appreciate, existence of the appreciated will be more meaningful.


Rain oh rain...

Thursday, November 11, 2010 at 12:52 AM
Raining
a word often inspired me much about writing an entry about it
Sometimes like it
Sometimes just hate it

Most of the time like it
when
feeling a sense of relaxation
pouring sound washes all the frustration
breeze purifies the dusty air

But dislike it
when
often make me stuck at outdoor
cause laziness among myself

the rain makes me feel easier 
sometimes cause me harder time
now,
it just cause me a harder time
because im just sitting around here
listen to the rain hitting the roof top
and numbing my senses.

and that's a pathetic rain for the moment

Nature speaks the way they are

Sunday, October 24, 2010 at 4:33 PM
Collected bunch of pictures from my friends regarding the trip we joint, feeling want to post it around but unable to search for a suitable time. Finally able to spare some time today and made some photo editing only. Credits and my appreciation to Ken Hong and NamoLiang@facebook for sharing the raw pictures. I've just corrected some lightning effects and color balance only. Enjoy^^


Trip to Mantanani Island, "the Jetty, sole light with the sea."
Trip to Mantanani Island, "Heaven and the sea".

Trip to Mantanani Island, "Crest of the dusk".


Trip to Mantanani Island, "Myself with the horizon".

A nice scene captured by NamoLiang@fb.

Tension vs Relax

Monday, October 18, 2010 at 8:09 PM
Again, I can say, its been a long time I didnt post a new entry
Ive somehow fed up each time I used this word after a long "Hiatus"
Probably this time, I have the chance to say it again means Im free and something had inspired me to write this entry.

Somehow,
I merely remembered when my last entry was posted,
Nothing special happened, nor something terribly changed my life, but in the mean of time I was able to learn some about time management and friendship.

Just wondering around, Ive begun to read, especially fond to non-fiction short story. Although every fortnight's time needed to renew those books at KK, but it's worth while to do it.
Reading a book "The Tipping Point" from Malcom Gladwell, hopefully can gain something valuable from the author.

As time goes by, every day is a different day to me, no matter in academics or entertainment.
Busier than ever, especially rushing for assignments, perhaps because of the influences of my group members, Ive poured more efforts in it and trying to make it till the best it can. Although it was tiring, but experienced the swiftly busy time seem let me know what is worth to sacrifice for.

Friends influenced much to me recently, no matter in academic or the other matters around. Friends do help us, but not too reliable on their generosity, overwhelm reliance may cause unwanted conflicts, certain limit of reliance is acceptable, foreseeing consequence is an essence.

Now my mind is full of thoughts, wandering around, weaving here and there.
Perhaps im a bit tired of all the stuffs after raya break.
Everything came and we countered it, sometimes few repetition for accomplishing it.
Not whining about anything
but
it is my style for doing it in each of my entries.

Currently writing in the dark now, ceiling fan with very slow rotating blades, slow pace of sky getting darker, not because I like the dark, it's just black out.
Sometimes wondering if I can snap a picture and let the story be told just beneath inside it.
Wordless explanation...
But somehow,
words able to bring something beyond a picture manage to express, right?

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