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There arent much things surprised me lately, but just something made me very frustrated recently. Firstly, I failed in my motorcycle test which made me need to take a retest, and as a consequence I have to be in that same place again which i dislike much. Then, secondly my school works. It has been a few months since i entered the form 6 which is a whole new schooling environment, the main things that really makes me frustrated is about my enquiry about learning to be a better mine. But I got the idea on how to proceed it but Im lack of determination to continue what ive planned to do as i planned. Thirdly, the school donations thingys. It really made me crazy recently as I need to go out myself to collect the fund, darn it. It was quite a time wasting and of course a way of energy wasting. Im not saying it was a bad things or it was a bad task that we've taken but in fact it was quite hard for is to reach the "quota" that we need to. Conversely, if can I would really put some money in it and just hand it to the school authority. But, it really exhausting doing this stuffs indeed. Whatever... darn it I wrote this... damn so unsatisfied with these piss thingys...

Tues- It was a normal day for me again, and i was kept thinking of something, chance of riding on a motor, myself one hehe. But then , I need to be more patient as my motorcycle wont be arrived as early as they promised to me. But i know i can just have to wait a few more days and I could get a ride on it with joy^^. Erm...nothing happened, so -ended- hehe...

Wed- Er...today was quite an interesting day as I could attened a lesson because of the teacher that taught us, he was nice and with sense of humor, who knows he wasnt nice at that day and released his temper at us, of course we also didnt wrong also so, we deserved it. But then. at least I got a lesson from his advice, that was... respect, responsible, logical thinking. But then it was quite good then, at least we realize what we had done. Er...later had a football match with friends. ^^ very interesting as i could perform my best to play...i was rather satisfied as I knew i was better than the very very last time hehe. So...feeling so greatz that moment...only scorred a goal for myself but it was a precious one^^

Thus- Today not a bad day, but it was a bad weather for this early morning, storm breaks the early calm morning, but with shiny, bright, peace, and of course rather hot afternoon. But then , it was quite nice for mea s I rode car to school, but seems not a good matter for motorcyclists as they need to rush to school to avoid the downpour. But today nothing happened, ah...my friend who was just stop his studies from now on to continue his multimedia design courses at provate college. So...rather sad because lost a friend to be joint at school. Hmmm...today I was just felt want to complete my blog and stop extend the time for blog the old entries. I felt it was not my style as I hate it. Ok...that's for all...good luck guys^^

Today was quite a rush day for me as i need to go for motorcycle pratical as i need to refresh myself once i came back from school and need to rush for the pratical. Er... after arriving there, I was quite confident for myself that this time I could have riden or controliing the motor well. Who knows........L've done it . LOLz...anyway it was greatz... and besides that I managed to balance myself and driving with constant speed so well and "bota-licious"-interesting ride. Er...after an hour of riding, I was called to end the training. So once reached home, I felt quite well and feeling great... Err...but I couldnt write this blog on that day, as this post is extended posted one. But anyway it was still the same, same matter with different post time only.^^ But then at night I have to attend for a new class for my physics tuition, I wasnt new to that place as i got friends also, but I was kinda not so satisfied with the surroundings there, it was quite narrow and coldy place, but nevermind, it was quite a good place for a lesson also, so ganbantte la^^

Today supposed to be a lazy day for me as i can rest at home, even i was so so lazy to get out to get myself a meal for lunch time. But then...after taking lunch, i took a nap instead revising my homework >.<# But an hour later, my dad woke me up and what were they tell me was, "lets go and have a look on motor" In a sudden, my heart tells me that, the time has come but it was also lazy for me to take a single move. But finally i took my dad's car and went to one of the motor shop there. "HOT AND SPICY" that i can describe the shop, it was so hot the atmosphere there and so spicy with those various motorcycles. Erm...then we had a look on those motors, and what made me so interesting was the auto one with Modenas, Yamaha, Comel. Err...it was quite nice and finally I have chosen one... the Passion 125, auto of course ^^ hehehe...

Then...it surely made me so happy and so excited that I couldnt describe my happiness in words. So at night i went to join my friend's birthday party, and of course have a chat with friends^^. Ahh...that day my heart was so nice...and guess what...im getting more and more courages riding and learning a good motoring skill...^^

It had been some great days lately although nothing much happened, but what made me so delighted is, I FINALLY CAN HAVE MY 2nd collection of their concert, L`Arc~en~Ciel. And completed downloading Scary Movie 1-4 for my sis. And also succeded backup some of my jpop albums^^ and finally I CAN PLAY ALL O2jam's paid songs and free one. WAO!!! that's a totally unbelievable for me to get so many great stuffs just in 2-3 days time, and moreover, I've joint a tuition class yesterday and noticed that Im really need tuition to guide me along for this one & a half year. So, it is quite an interesting tuition for me since that it is just a small class and the teacher is quite nice and i understood what is he teaching about. So...nothing much happened lately, and finally i've also learnt how to operate the motorcycle and furthermore i will get a L Licence for myself and guess what, hope for a new vehicle...er...suddenly I felt that my mind was blank, like I was brain washed with maths and ive no idea on how to write using vocab. Er...seems that I have to read more articles... aih...good luck then^^

it's been a long time that i dint enjoy myself much even since im from NS. This time we had a movie with friends, and also took meals together and along making a simple farewell for my friend who will be going to outstation soon. And, we had great time there, but maybe I planned not so well, some of my friends even rushed to the mall during downpours. But we couldnt manage to meet them in time due to some finding parking difficulties. But quite interesting, we watched "stay alive" which the movie i felt that quite interesting because of the creative of the producer and also the visual effects. And i wonder if the game was released and anyone would give it a try??? hehe...if for me i really would If i got the enough courage to do that. And before that we had meals together and we did talk alot, then after a movie we had some acrade games in amusement centre. But since that it was quite late, my friend had to go back then later my family came to the mall and i had dinner with my family^^ and we came back just the right time at 8. So now, im feeling want to post a new blog now and maybe the next day also^^. Indeed a great day to me^^...

It had been a time that i didnt post any new entries here. It was not because I didnt have any interest on bloggging anymore but just I felt that I have a lot to write down but just lack of time. Since I went and came back from NS, I wrote my daily activities on my notebook. Of course, I will try to post it up here, and also finally I've chosen Form 6 as my route to my further studies. I didnt choose to stay in college because I really had a hard time choosing and get used to a new situation. I suffered a lot of uncertain decissions made by myself and also hesitation on choosing my perfect job. I can say that Im a fussy person, even from eating to anything, im keen to choose something suit me, or not i will rather deny something i dislike. So after going through 2 months time of NS, finally I came out and entered form 6 in my secondary school. Then, I heard lots of comments, opinions, critics, etc about my decision on form 6. People said it is not an easy task to complete this one and a half year period's time. But anyway, the main objectives for me to take form 6 is mainly to gain more knowledge about physics & chemistry because I have more interest in chemistry. So, i wont be regret choosing this. Erm furthermore, I've joint a camp and I really tired for the training session for that camp. Erm...of course, i had running nose and some headache. But now, better than nothing...but still running nose, darn it...>.<

Ok...right now, I entered to form 6 class already, and really...it's a whole new study atmosphere for me, I havent learnt motorcycle yet and also didnt choose any tuition for my subjects ether. So, Im quite tension lately for me to had lots "functions". Of course, everything needs to pay something to get back what you've paid off. So, indeed I have to pay more efforts in my studies in order for me to achieve something. So as a conclusion, ganbantte^^

Oh yea, something I have to add it here, I watched a japanese dorama lately, the series so called "1 Litre no namida (1 Litre of Tears)". It was really touched my heart, as you know im a emotional person, something makes me upset a lil bit or I think about something, my tears will roll down on my cheek. Then, the series was really nice, meaningful, full of life values. You should download it or even buy it in the store and I BET IT IS GREAT FOR YOU TO KEEP IT AS A PRECIOUS ONE.

Nothing to say now, seems that tomorrow I will blog again....chao~ good luck^^