P for Papercut.

It is raining now

indeed unpredictable moment

suddenly my stumbled heart being pampered by the rainy moment

felt calm listening each of the rain drops hitting the motherland

listening to oldies even cheer up myself more

Tiring body hinder me from keep continuing this entry

Blank minded wrote none a good sentence

Just a moment for me and the downpour

sometimes fed up with human words

now let the mother nature sounds and I listen

bunch of noise from downpour

but 

that is the most simple and tranquility of sound.

It rains in the nick of time

cures my shattered hearts against every dissatisfaction

and whispering to me keep working up

as

there will be dawn and sunset forever.

It's ok, if you know the way your life are, I think you should cherish what you looking for; If you've gotten into the wrong way and you've realized it, perhaps it is the time to stave off; For those who still don't have any idea what is your life is, perhaps you need to have a small change in the way you live, try changing the way you handle your daily timetable for instance the time you wake up, for meal, outdoor activities, attitudes, the way you think, relationships etc. I think we as human, not fond to be 'unchangable' but if someone tends to change in the way he wants to, he will, and he will be.

   What im trying to say here is, we have the need to change from time to time. Change for the sake of better life? Better relationships? Better self-conscious? We can change, we are neutral to reform as we want, just believe that as long as you alive. Somehow we declined to change even its a small change in part of our life. But, once we encountered something that really will cause you catastrophe, by that time, we will change unconditionally. This is the way human is, as always. Once you've been bitten, you know the pain.

   Do it naturally, just take some time as short as 5 minutes of serenity or calm thinking something or flashback some matters you've done. Those moment should I interpret it as "self-learning-experience". Once you think back, you should have idea how to aware, realize, redo, overcome in the similiar situation. I think it is a good way for self learning, also able to ameliorate your self-conscious. No harm right...

   I did some several changes, I make a daily schedule in note form, I read other materials that I interested much, I change the way I study, I change my way taking a better and healthier meal especially breakfast, I try to decline supper, I try to think from different perspective, I pursue my short period target, I dare to ask something clouds me, I speak in a rational in the way I think, and I try to write more.

   Somehow, everything comes with an opposite way, something you wish to change, in opposite way something you would let it to stay as it is. Im sure that something that remains unchange is something good or beneficial. When time comes, we also need to learn to change. It is the law of the universe, every moment is changing, even the time, world, human, everything. So, when something changes to a worse one, just change in order to overcome it. Change is a solution, probably, the best way.

   Change to a good way or a bad way just depends on us, just remember the way you change it benefits to people, environment, and most importantly - conscience.

Afternoon

Went for leisure in arcade center

Tried Initial D 4

not bad...

Tried Initial D 3

Met an opponent

Just challenge him

Impreza WRX Type R STi Version V (GC8V) was my car

where

Impreza WRX-STi Version VI (GC8) was his'.

Firstly, he led...

then I led,

and he led again

then I be the head again,

aggressive driving, avoid careless driving, fast and furious
Great...exciting... competence racing...

Just bumper to bumper for the whole route, racing to lead each other

Drive till the apex of excitement, but

mistakes finally drew me to the second

i failed

but

this was the finest race in this year...

great to have that race...

 GC8 still the best car in ID3.
Undeniable...

misc.

just a random post

Its all began with a sunny morning
Realized many things undone
Knowing it would be the eleventh hour to do
A simple presentation would be easy to handle
Simple though an unready for myself

The time had come
Queuing the right time for it
It came
so sudden
even myself unprepared for it
Inducing worst presentation ever.

Accused myself for not giving the very best
Ruefulness filled within myself
Unable to return and correct it
Realized, less effort less gain

Later

Time for the toughest moment had come
Time for the final test
of
Projectile Testing Session.
Three attempts for the shots
First attempt - inaccurate.
In anxious and tension state
Second attempt
Tried very best for it
as consequence
We did it! Nice and superb...
A sudden moment in hyper relief and great satisfaction
through the vein and every pulse that heart beat
A hard work was finally paid off as a way of gratitude of teamwork
Bond less teamwork led to victory
Wordless moment always best to felt
Proud of all, appreciated everyone's hard work
Indeed, deeply appreciated.
Great accomplishment, being part of nice memory

A word to describe today
'V'
Shaped like a curve from origin dropped to abyss then arose
That was part of life
no pain no gain
less pain less gain
more pain more gain
no hard work no fruitful result
No regret although I have worked hard for it
at least
I really worked hard for it



Listening I wont live a day without you - Jolin Tsai *nice song.*