It was a tough day for me, although I didn't work so hard for the sake of the football competition as I wasn't contributing anything to my team and also for the game. In the beginning of the day, it has been shown that today would be a tough day for us, especially for us to play the outdoor game. So, no doubt that we would be playing under the rainy condition and yet won’t be postponed. So, I just went to the field where the competition held and everyone was there and I just do it – play it.
So, the game started with my team consisted 5 persons in the game and a substitute. So, the first match was kinda made me irritate but still good, because I was chosen to be the goal keeper. I wasn't said I dint want to be it since all my team mates refused to be, but it was still fine for me in the first match. But in the second match, I was chosen again although ive talked to my team leader said I wish to have a keeper rotation among us. But then, he told me to wait, wait and wait. And very sucks, I couldn't do well in keeping the ball well from entering to the net. LOLz…funny ya…so ive talked to him also, but then still no point. So the second match was rather made me disappointing although my team scored but still lost the match. But then, I rather be the substitute one, and let them played it. THEN… the leader had no choice but becoming the goal keeper. LOLz… but pathetic, our team wasn't managed to enter the semis. So I was quite disappointed and just could stand there seeing others playing the game and washed by the cold breeze droplets from the gloomy dark sky.
And still the rain last for whole day. It even started from 4am till the midnight 1am. And still tomorrow … The sky has been covered by the white colored Grey shady clouds which shorten my vision causing me couldn't see through over the other side of the mountains. And yet, gloomy day causing lack of sun ray which caused laziness among us and yet, coolly breathe made us so moody and still procrastinate in everything. In fact, sometimes I like this kind of weather but when it lasted long, it became irritating since what I wish to do unable to complete in time. Perhaps not the weather caused me so lazy in everything, but its my old fart attitude – procrastination. In my mind has bunch of things waited to be accomplished, but then I was so pampered in everything that I didn't want to complete them and just let it be. Perhaps I was so exhausted in doing all those stuffs, maybe the things that I wish not to complete is the things I think is “additional work” and yet no one would care it much and keep pushing me to do all those works. So, sometimes I would rather let it be until I have the motivation to move and complete those works.
Hmm…ive been scraped lots but then I was quite miserable now since my exam is around in the corner and yet haven’t prepared yet and still have other things to do. Seems that I need to have the courage to burden and to take it as my responsibility and not to avoid the fact. Although I like to run, run to the finishing point and complete the course but have you ever wondered, during the race and stop it, turn around and see how far have you gone and what route have you taken. Not to run the wrong route and take the route that you believe that will bring you no harm and others, and then we can conclude that, you’ve taken the right road. So, turn around again and continue running, and im sure that you will have win win situation.
Omg, seems that I continue to crap also LOLz…anyway this is what I though now and my thinking that lasted for many days and I think its quite irritate having it in my heart. So I just write it out so that I would be one of my thought written and be a small story to everyone. So, sometimes just stop and stare…this is a method of success… good day then. ^^
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